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Hello

2009-05-12T11:30:00.002+08:00

After So Long...........

now i am back...........

Working as usual............

still driving the car...........

I"M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

With Work.........................WORK WORK WORK....I need a break.........

So I'm taking one....reall soon

See Ya

Something to Strike Off MY Wish List.........

2009-01-21T12:12:00.003+08:00

Hey I am back from nowhere.....
Been away for quite long.......

Something to Strike Off My Wish List...........

Just A few Days after my Previous Blog...........I DID.......

BOught the NEW HONDA FIT...............My first Real Car.........something i call my own.........

Its YEllow ......... Very Bright,.....Dari jauh bleh nampak.......striking Yellow............NOw Only after 5 Month.............Still In love With the Car....

Thinking about all the sorts of things i'm gonna do with the car........Body Kit, tinted window...... etc...but still to come.......

I miss my SE Phone....Wish i could get that back.................i Be BaCk Again.........LOve Ya All............

POETRY-DANITY KANE

2008-09-29T13:44:00.003+08:00

Poetry - Danity Kane

When I stand in a crowded room
I feel alone like nobody's there
And when you talk cold to me
I can see your breath in the air
It's taking it's toll on me
In the bathroom taking showers
So you don't see me cry
Baby it's such a crime

I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

Poetry
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

When I give you gratitude
You act like you don't hear me speak
When I tell you what you do to me
You don't even hear the truth
What are you trying to prove;
I stare out of the window for hours
Cause you don't listen to me
You won't even look in my eyes

I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

Poetry,
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

Don't believe what you're saying
I read your face and I'm blanking
Cause I don't know what's in front of my eyes
I try to feel confident

I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity

Oh.. oh.. oh..
oh...Oh.. oh..
oh.. oh...Oh..
oh.. oh.. oh...

I'm starting a new verse like

Poetry,
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting

Poetry,
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

Work.................

2008-09-16T11:04:00.003+08:00

Today,

Apa lagi, Keje ah, nasib baik tak banyak..........been listening to My imeem.........

Ngah tangkap lentok......hari so cerah, nasib baik tak hujan, heaeaheaeaea

i feel so sleepy padahal smlm sleep siang seh, too much psp after sahur agaknya,

Now i'm playing boxing, I already completed Virtual Tennis 3.....not bad, then now game fight2

later game war pulak....Samurai something something, in between i would try to complete Need For Speed: Most wanted....hehEHEAHEH

Sambil main game, sambil tu hilang kan tension, tapi kalau kalah, darah up seh....whakakakakakaka........................today dont know buka wat, mother always cook, so no problem lah eat ape pon leh, asalkan tak lapar malam....................

K lah.....later PPL.....now nak nyanyi dulu........................

Signed out: 11.19am 16th September 2008

I'm Back

2008-09-13T11:37:00.005+08:00

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Worklife

After so long.......................I came back, ................. For nearly 9 months

Banyak Benda yang berlaku...

In my previous blog.............I mentioned my PA JOb..............

Well, after 3 months there, I left, Due to some problems, Agreed by both Sides.....

So i go.........., One weeks later, I joined another company, doing the same thing before i became a PA........ I kenal my boss lama jugak seblom keje dgn dia , cause she's the business associates with My First Ex Boss, Mr Teh.

Dulu she want me to work for her, but that time i attached to T & T, so i give it to Yana, hehaehaea but now yana dragged me to join here, so i did.......alhamdullilah, kekal sampai sekarang.

I lebih tenang sekarang...................

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Gym

Now i stopped going to the gym, after one bloody incident. ....Which i will never

forget......Damn.......and now the membership is reaching its expiry date,

so lebih baik terminate sekali........ok ah, even tak pergi gym pun tak kisah lah..............

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Families

My parents Semua Sihat.............

My Adik pon dah pass Driving, Now we have 3 drivers at home, mostly she drives alot, kemarok

nak bawak kreta.....heaheahea.........Me decide already to buy a car, i always says i'm planning to

get one, but now confirm i getting one..........

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Personal Me

Love......Ada, Someone.........but i prefer not to say name............biarlah rahsia......no one know

even my mother don't know who he really is.............time changed so did I, I gain confidence, with

helps of friends... now me dah tak kekok bual ngan clients cuma kalau carik pasal tak yah ahh,

tats my speciality....i love the way i am now....Glad to be back here again..........

Will update soon.........................

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NEW JOB..............PA.......EVERYTHING NEW.........

2008-01-08T16:27:00.001+08:00

My New Job,

Not so New

I started abt one month Ago,

the Month of December

5th Dec to Be exact..

Whats my Position?

P.A...................

Whats that?

Personal Assistant..........................

To WHo?

To mY bOss.................

A young Man named

Kelvin........Quite good looking, but not so

hehehehhe *WInk*

Anyway, Eveything is fine here......Nothing much

as usual...

i rarely on msn now, cause mine cork up that time

with my previous email....gerliza@hotmail.com

not using that anymore...cause can't retrieve my password

damn shit........

so i created a new one same wording but with the word baby infront of it.........

inside i only have few friends...........either i add them up or i ask them to add me up

mostly are my relatives........

Life is great for me........for the past months

i slalu masok gym........I subscribe membership at california fitness

meet a few brothers down there.......some recep friends......

Most PT (Personal Trainer) are malays......

mostly a few of them I kenal............

i also booked PT Session with Abg I............hhhhmmmm No need to say the name

its isnt important

3 times a week i work out at the gym

and only once a week i got training with that Guy

i started of with 5 sessions ........

then i add on 20 sessions more with

6 complimentary

so total up i go 31 session altogether which will probably last me

for 4-5 months.............

besides tat i take supplement also

and get the whole family to join.............

so fair i spend in total with all the supplements, memberships, PT sessions.........

accumulated to abt S$2,300 ......................

hehaheah its for a long run

wants to see results at end of these years

then i will continue with this clubs..............

Great Huh?

Now abt my love life,...................

CURRENTLY I AM ............................

SINGLE.......................................

ISN'T IT LOVELY................

HAHHAHAHAHHA

KIND OF LOVING IT

But i get lonely sometimes............

I MISS MY ex.............

haiz..BUt What to do...............HE CHANGED

and its not my fault

tak bersalah langsung..............

anyway

Tu semua Citer DUlu

Now I wanna be Happy with NEw life.........

and so...I wish to be happy person

MAybe in 2 months time I nak amik lesen motor plak.........................

insyallah.................and also find my MR right..............

Insyallah................

I'm tired now....my boss not in......so i wanna go and relax...............

life is beutiful.......................

Signing out................

LIZA............BABYGERLIZA...........

MEREPEKzzzzz Punya mImpi

2007-11-22T14:57:00.000+08:00

Dated: 22nd November 2007

Apa aku mimpi tadi pagi............merepek nak mampos.........

"Merepek dream I ever had”

CONVERSATION WITH PONTIANAK…………………..

I was in the kitchen, My mother masok dapur rite after dia mandi.
She told me………

Mum: dalam bilik aku ada Pontianak.
Aku: huh? …(action berani) kat mane?

Aku pon action berani nak masok bilek dia..
Sebelom aku masok….

Adik aku tat time ngah dudok kat hall….and she said..
Adik: Kak, the thing is in mum’s room, and near the book cabinet.
Aku: eh? ……

Then aku baru nak langkah, then kluar budak kecik, with long hair and white dress.
Anak pontianak kot. Aku terduduk jap pat kerusi, muka lawa, aku ingatkan pontianak mana tunjok muka….hehahehaea…..

Aku: hah! Tu dah kuar.

Si anak Pontianak dudok lah dekat aku, aku tanye dia.

Aku: Kenapa awak kat dalam bilik.?
Anak Pontianak: ………..
Aku: awak tak leh cakap ke? Mane mak awak?
Anak Pontianak: ………….

Then mak dia kluar, muka pon leh tahan lah…jambu sey

Aku: Anak Awak tak leh cakap eh?
Pontianak: ……………….
Aku: Awak pon tak leh cakap ke?….
Pontianak; boleh lah, awak nak ape?
Aku: kenape awak kat dalam bilik? Asal tak kat luar?
Pontianak: Kita tak tahu.
Aku: Awak dudok luar lah ngan kita. Leh kita kawan kawan.
Pontianak: Boleh ke?
Aku: Bolehlah…awak, awak ada baju putih je ke? Baju color
lain takder ke? Awak pakai lah baju color lain jadi kita
taktakut ngan awak.
Pontianak: Color lain? kita ada, bunga bunga pon ada, macam
macam color lagik.
Aku: Eh? Pakailah…….abis tu rambut awak ikat lah, takmo tutup
muka, jadi kita takut, awak potong ke ikat ke?, kasilah kita
tengok muka awak.
Pontianak: kene ke?

Aku: kene lah…kan lawa…..kat luar kita dgn dunia kita, awak kat alam awak…tapi kat rumah kita same same…friend friend..
Pontianak: Ok set……………….

Then .........TIBA TIBA……………….

KRINNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Aku terus tersedar dari tido aku, jam kul 7.25 am beb, time aku bagun gi kerja………….

RUPA RUPANYA aku mimpi lah…….

Tapi pelik kan……….i never had thing kind of dream before…..Kelakar ada lah
Aku bilang mak aku pasal mimpi nie.,...dia ketawa she, rabak……

Dia kata banyak nyer merepek…dah dapat mimpi macam tuu…takkan aku nak stop mimpi aku…hehaeha nasib baik tak menyeramkan kalau tak susah aku tak leh tido.

Somehow I remember the pontianak face, too bad I tak pandai draw, kalau I pandai dan tentu I know who is that pontianak in my dream….heahehah MEREPEK SIAk………………

"Have You Ever"

2007-11-19T12:35:00.000+08:00

"Have You Ever"

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

Just Email aje....:LAgik Senang........

2007-10-18T09:54:00.000+08:00

What i mean by Email Aje......

Satu Complaint through email....semua kene

ITS like this....

dah lama kat carpark umah got some commercial lorries and van illegally parking pat carpark umah aku, sesuka hati mak dia aje nak park situ, not only that, makin banyak kereta takde coupon or season parking menyemak kat situ....menyusahkan aku bila nak balik malam and find no parking space, terpaksa aku park jauh jauh, untill the other end of another block....macam siak tul....ape tak nya after 8.30 aje carpark full....b*t* ah........

So Bapak Aku dah Geram.....Dia SUruh adik Aku EMail kat Town COuncil , HDB...saying all this.......Its really unfair for the resident per....betol menyusahkan......................

After the email we sent..........A day after................

Time nak go werk ahh.......and aku Nampak ah ................SEMUA KENE SAMAN
whakakakakakakakakaka

alhamdulilah, really works......

but for how long i dont know
hope they do frequent checks on that area........

tapi takkan complain aje baru nak saman kan?
they should also do their job...wat!! tak keje ke org org nie......
Malas nak Rounding kot........whaahahahaha....
people hate most of them, but for things like this.....We need them to go key in their devices and summons those idiots....whakakaka............

HAPPY AKU...............

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2007-09-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

Ape title?

takde title.....memang takde keje pon aku, been watching the series manjalara for the pass few days on the internet, sampai dah naik masak dialog dia dalam kepala otak aku, skg dah puasa, tak lama lagi dah raya, aku dah kira brape banyak adik sedara aku ada, tak banyak sgt, still countable...nasib baik banyak dah either in tertiary school or in worklife....ada pon adik adik yang masih kecik lagi....hehaheahe.....tak lah terkopak duit aku nak bagi dorang duit raya....tak jatuh standard beb from last year to this year, still the same amount to be given, ehaeha alhamdulilah, anyway....next week onwards dah sibok buat kuih raya, infact this sunday, aku pegi jurong to help makcik aku buat swiss roll....5 rolls for my family of course....heaeaehaea, this year raya will be purple for us....sampaikan langsir umah pon color purple, planning to buy baju raya satu untok aku, satu untok dia, i dont know what colour, still blom dapat idea, maybe red, Maybe grey, maybe purple or i dont know hehaheaheah

k lah soon its time to chao from here, besok is another day at work, lepas tu weekeend, leh rest puas puas......

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iCE cREAM

2007-08-29T11:15:00.000+08:00

hEYA.......I'm Back for a short while....Its already Wednesday, and yes, Aku dah naik gaji, tak banyak tapi Alhamdulillah, at least ada more money in my pocket, aku baru bank in cheque tadik pagi......then tunggu duit kuar besok after two.....tengok ahh besok, after work i go beli barang barang nak buat ice cream, last sunday my aunt taught me macam mane nak buat home made ice cream, and its quite simple....so thinking besok ingatkan nak singgah ntuc ke mane ke untok beli bahan bahan nnye.....i thing i wanna make mango flavored ice cream, heahehaeha....skg baru kul 11 lebih pagi kat sini, aku boring seh....feel like going in to IRC to chat, tapi macam malas gitu, haiiizzzz.....ape nak buat, haaaiiizzz..................

CRY-Rihanna

2007-08-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

Balik SIni

2007-07-27T17:18:00.000+08:00

i'M BACK.................

Rasanya Lama tak Blog....hehaeha Miss mE????..............tak Kan?
sure nyer...tapi ape aku Heran....Bluekkkk.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha...........Macam bIasa, masih keje kat tempat yang same jugak.....with benda yang sama untok buat, aku try to log in back in here, takot takot terdelete ke ape ke.....hehaeaheah.........

wah wah wah...ehh
hehe
i got new boyfriend ahhhh
hehaheaheaheahea
the name is .................................................................................BOY SETAN

name pon memang setan, tapi hehaeahea ok lah

harap kekal lah ngan dekni

tapi hehahahahah

ada gambar dia..............Nak tengok?...........................

tak lah hensem sangat ok ok jer

kita Amik kat memorial wall kat depan swissotel....hehaehaheaea...sempat seh......

he's living everywhere........mane mane dia ada, tu yang best tuuu....

so, thats all i can say abt him

and now abt me............aku masih mencari keje lain

nak tambahkan duit

kita aru belik kereta baru,hehehehehehe

hehehe downgrade to a smaller car......from 1.6 to 1.5

ok lah setakat yang mampu

me going to melaka soon on the 18th August..........holiday.....syiok kan.....

dengar dengar nak pegi melaka......maybe tinggal kat Mahkota Parade lah,

last time kita orang pegi tim, new year and hari raya haji

time tu penun giler ngan orang, nasib baik kita book hotel siang siang

heheh this time we gonna boook siang siang jugak, takot nanti takde tempat,

but hopefully ada lah, and we ggonna makan makan, drive drive with the new car

enjoy, moga selamat pergi, selamat balik....i wish i have gambar kereta i tapi, hehehe sorry

nanti me tak and post it in here.......

allright, besok i got gig to watch, budak budak nyer gig kat Orchard kalau tak salah lah

with all the kecik kecik members, aku aje yang besar, ngan adik adik ku, budak budak all time

members ketoprak...........whakakakakaka......these are the people i'm gonna meet besok........semua memberz.....whaheaheah bebudak sak, padahal padahal, i be around orchard area, sape yang terserempak me, sila lah tegur, bukannye sape, member kita jugak , hehaehaehahea

aku masih ada setengah jam working hour, pas tu aku balik, nari hari jumaat seh,,,

besok dah leh rilek and enjoy the day, can tido siang, and tido lambat also can, besok no one is working in the family, all in.....best tooo.....family day...............

k lah baby, i gotta goo homee....to sleep eat and relax........................................take care, good luck..................

Goat Farm.............complaint complaint

2007-06-10T13:18:00.000+08:00

hari nie dated 10 June 2007, kita sekeluarga pagi pagi dah kluar umah, first thing kita gi kubor dulu, visiting my sister grave then go to my grandparents grave.......then we went to goat farm, lots of people there.......its open to public.....u can purchase grass at $2 per packet to feed the goat yourself......kinda smelly, but its a good experience for kids.....i drank got milk just now, chocolate flavors...rasanya ok lah, but pekat lagik, fresh goat milk, good for those who got allergy with cows milk, and the goats were so cute, i didnt got a chance to feed them sebab, time tadik masok tak beli makanan dia tu sebab tak kasi dia makan, now ngah rikek kat umah my aunt kat Jurong,

Now ngah type benda nie sambil tengok citer pendekar bujang lapok....seriously got nothing to do now but just typing this blog, besok hari senin, dah start me keje, and now dah bulan 6 so me super duper busy, and next month lagik teruk, many company rushing to get their AGM done for December closing, sometimes i benci tau if companys, who hegeh hegeh tak nak buat AGM, then last minit dah nak over aru nak bikin, some didnt have the accounts done, some lagik tunggu reminder letter from ACRA aru kelam kabut, some client who dah braper tahun tak file accounts, dah kene saman bertimbun aru come to us like beggars.......

My manager slalu kata................NO MONEY NO DO, something clients nie dah llah tak bayar service kita, then suroh filekan dorang nye accounts........kelakarkan...................'

now last few days, ada client nie, for so long senyap, then come back, its not a pte ltd, its ltd by guarantee, maknanya its a non profit organisation,can't even produce accounting documents.........

kalau ikot kan company law, the director kene saman up to $20,000 or jail not exceeding 2 yrs..............so advise org org yang ada oown company, ikot lah law.......

now i got headache, rushing these stuff and all........i dah kira how many company yang financial year end dia bulan December, ard 25 plus....which half of them mesti last minute nyer case,........
tapi apa leh buat, its my job anyway, nak mengeluh pun ape dapat............i plan nak amik leave lah, so i wont be too stressed out.

k lah tired already to type, me now wanna continue watching pendekar bujang lapok and makan keropok Lekor........

update sooon..............

Upgrade..............

2007-05-29T15:42:00.000+08:00

today insurance agen datang, and i upgrade my policy to SHP P Plus, which cover almost everything IF i were to be hospitalised, which i rase besar kemungkinan lah me akan atau takkan masok hospital....whakakakakakaka......premium not that much, but still can survive, paid through medisave.....over all ok lah, anyway....thank goodness they provide lunch sekali, save duit i ....hehehehe........

memang Betol jangkaan me, yesterday tak leh tido, sebab teringat benda benda yg menyeramkan, alhamdulilah after 2 am aru i leh tido....heheh tu ahh padan muka aku, citer lagi citer macam gini....heheheheh..

tapi kadang kadang ok lah citer benda benda macam nie.........tak leh slalu nanti me ada continuous nitemares...which is very disturbing..cause it disturb my sleep also.....hehehe....gaji dah masuk tapi bnyak benda nak kene bayar, bills, etc expenses all that...

now we change to new car, and i kene tolong bayar sikit sikit, sebab me be driving that thing also sometimes...........the new car should come along soon in abt 2 weeks time, all i can say is YAHHHHHHHHHHOoooooooooooooo
finally change to much higher but smaller car, its a good thing that benda tu tinggi, (for some reason i really like it to be that high) padan Muka ....hehaehaheaa.........but a little teenny weeny smaller or i can say not much different the previous car and this new car, sama jer.......

nanti dah bawak balik kereta dia nanti me take picture and post it in here...........

citer Hantu Hantu

2007-05-28T16:31:00.000+08:00

Citer Hantu Hantu

tempat mane yang banyak hantu eh?.............MY hOUSE At tampines..Near Tampines MArt, Block 385, at the multi-storey carpark, i still remember that time, kita whole family, just return from jalan jalan somewhere.....kita tinggal kat tingkat lima, and the carpark was just infront of our door,......my mother was trying to lock the door then dia ternampak benda tuu bertengek kat atas batu, betul betul sebelah lot yang my uncle suka park, when he came over or place........kita semua dah ketakutan,the next day semua gi tidor umah nenek, hehahea....but seriously, i think tat thing followed us back, cause my dad like perasan after a few days that thing been roaming ard my area, 5th floor level.......tapi he didnt tell us.....then i think ahh, the get rid of it also.......i dont know.

now alhamdulilah plak my place in hougang takder ape ape plak, and my surrouding area, nothing to be scared of... kecoh 24 jam, sebab kedai kopi kat bawah block.

My aunt pon kene, she really brought back a group of ghouls, satu family with her, that time, we all go holiday at cherating, Impiana resort, resort besar...........the eerie thing is our resort is located jauh kat blakang, facing an open field behind that open field was a forest......biasalah holiday, kita org jalan jalan balik hotel pon malam, then the place mengerunkan, my aunt mungkin nampak this thing and the thing followed her home...kat umah plak, anak dia slalu cakap, she saw a man and two kids..she didn't believed it at first, benda nie pulak, made her change, jadi prg pemarah, kuat cemburu, my aunt got help at last to remove this thing...........

then ada lagi, on the road, at mersing, just recently

we in a group of 6 cars, my aunts and all, time ngah just before subuh at ard 4 plus, we were on the way to kuantan, at mane ntah, my aunt and my uncle nampak something white just flew across them...my uncle dari ngantok terus terbeliak sekejap, he told us wat happened later after we stopped for prayers.

my nenek sedara citer plak, one time, dorang gi holiday pat malaysia, biasalah org kita kan suka jalan malam, then they drove past muazam syah, tempat paling me takot and always sleep kalau kat sini, tok i ngah driving, then suddenly, dorang rasa macam something got stuck under the wheels....dorang ingat tayar bocor kape, then they approached an oncoming lorry yang besar with big headlights........shone over their car.......my nenek nampak benda tu just flew by, ingatkan tayar dorang rupanya benda tu got her kain stuck under the wheel.....my uncle pernah kata, malam malam kat muazam syah, antara tiga aje yg ganggu, benda tuu, perompak or lembu....ntah betol ke ntah tidak, i pernah lah stayed awake bila jalan kat sana time malam, then at one point, cuaca malam tu terang aje, then tiba tiba kabus....then terang alik....seram jugak jalan kat sana.......

i cant think of anything else, nanti kita citer agik......hehaehah...........

not scary ah eh, based on experience.........

HANTU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-28T16:17:00.001+08:00

Hey............Lama tak blog, whakakakaka......nothing to update, and i'm getting bored with this Blogg thing, tapi insyallah kalau ada hati nak update, then me update, heaheahae.........spent the sunday watching citer hantu hantu........me and my cuz hantu marathon, kita tengok citer "momoK" "pontianak Harum Sundal Malam 1 & 2, then lastly "jangan pandang belakang" ,then malam terpaksa me tido ngan adik i, sebab me takot.......hehaehaheaheaheaea........today try not to think of yesterdays hantu hantu, heheh nanti satu malam i cannot sleep.........borrowed my cuz PSP, and game from my sister fren, addicted to this game, like war stuff, Tu yang me suka, sebab i like WARS and suka perang ngan org org.....TODAY.......later alik, mee upeh waiting for me, mee hoon and kuey teow wrapped in upeh leaves.......hehahea...mann!!! i'm hungry now......

DIa MilikKu

2007-05-03T12:30:00.000+08:00

Memang benar akulah cinta hatinya
Tiada guna kau menafikan segala
Simpan saja mimpi mu untuk bersama
Berundurlah dari nanti kau kecewa

Maafkan diriku andai engkau terasa
Ikhlas ku katakan niat ku yang suci

Tidak perlu untuk kau merayu lagi
Sememangnya banyak cinta yang menanti
Dan andainya kau masih berkeras hati
Jangan harap untuk ku mengalah pergi

Memang benar ku katakan
Dia milikku
Biarpun kau mengganggu dia setia padaku
Sudah jangan kau mencuba untuk memiliki
Kerna dia tak semudah kau sangka

Bukan sudah ku katakan
Dia milikku
Biar apa di kata dia tetap kan ku cinta
Memang sukar di percaya harus kau terima
Kerna hanya diriku berhak di atas cintanya

Bukannya maksudku
Terlanjur bicara
Maafkan diriku
Andai kau terasa

Ikhlas ku katakan
Niat ku yang suci
Untuk pertahankan
Percintaan ini

Friday time

2007-04-27T09:32:00.000+08:00

Last Day of they Week, then next week, Have One day old, then Its May day oN tues..............s'oright................at least tuesday tak keje, monday ingatkan nak amik leave, but my freen dah amik leave, and my manager plak takde, only me in the office, ngan BOSS>...tapi boss ok, dia takde hal nyer, dia tak pernah kacau aku....bagus jugak tuu whakakakaka................
s'oright.............been watching season 1-6 of old sitcom, mind your language, kekek abis.......so funnyy......sebelum tido mesti kene tengok satu, ehaheah.....jellygood show u know.......then Nari i be meeting someone, he's coming to pick me up, then send me home, halfway, cause he have to drop pat lavender to be able to reach his camp before 8 pm.....sedih, tapi takper, only for a few months then he be free...........hokkey cockey............got to go now and do work, ada banyak keje pagi pagi nie.....heheh a thousand apologies....................update soon

hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm

2007-04-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

...........Dari semalam, hidong aku sumbat, tekak asyik gatal, and terbatok batok sekali..........tu lah symptoms yang slalu ada seblom aku dapat attack...............ape attack???...........Semput lah...ape lagi..........Asthma aje yang aku ada......whakakak.......now ngah tak abbis abis batok batok..........inhaler aku dah standby..............jap lagi nak makan obat batok............pas tu....tido jap time lunch.........haiizz....malam nak gi Anderson Clinic kat Bishan...........Nasib baik besok holiday.........leh tido kat umah......hehahea.

S$1.00 per piece.....

2007-04-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

Nanti mungkin in a few days, i be busy like hell, photocopykan benda yang this lawyer want.....and we charging S$1.00 per page......

nak tau asal S$1.00 per page...cause this lawyer engaged by our client wanted to view the company profile and statutory records....which is no no to be seen by anyone except the directors of the company and the auditors....and us their secretarial agents....even ur a lawyer....there is no way they can view the records just like that...its private and confidential....ape tu people say...."Hak MiliK Syarikat"....hehaheha...lagik yang leceh kan aku nie ahh.....company nie nyer owner ngah ada misunderstanding with his partner....then dont know lah why the other gi engage lawyer...lepas tu nak check all the accounts...apa keje dah nak gi check all acc........tak perlu perr.....Company nie plak quite well known lah...they teach vocals...and banyak kuar kan artist like Stephanie Sun, and the Blind one..tu sape ahh?...i also donno....anyway..........if they decide to come and do the printing themself takpe jugak, jgn they asked me to photocopy sudah....time wastin.....bodoh nyer org
bikin aku nye hidop susah...........heaheaheah

j.jk

2007-04-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

Selamat PAgi Semua..........................time aku tulis benda nie time pagi, so SElamat lah korang.............aku kat sini baik baik aje....dan macam biasa, takde banyak keje nak buat, not much, just relaxing, ngan bantal aku..............best kan?........then later kene pegi bank,....leceh betol dorang...takde ke org lain yang nak pegi nie semua, buang masa aku aje, heaheah....hari nie rasa rasa nya takder plan lah mlm, cuma go home and continue what i have left yesterday, in search of the shields....and try to complete everything, hopefully..........been looking in CCC and other sources, but i just can't find the right thing......all are just views.....and hints....but nothing to help me with anything...............hhaaiizzz.....lembab siot.......ape aje.........

Happy Happy Day

2007-03-28T10:50:00.000+08:00

Yo, Im baCK.......HEHE lama tak update............bukan nye tak sengaja me sengaja aje, malas nak blog..........heheheheh yeah yeah me dah tua...............finally reach 21 yrs of age.......baru dapat kunci katakan...............hehah kunci ape aje...............last sunday celebrate my birthday kat umah nenek.....................nice cake............tapi the taste ok lah....boleh tahan but a bit expensive.............sorry dad,...........i pay u back when i got my salary..................hehahehaha nie lah cake aku................

ada empat name, semuanya born on the month of MArch.........My SIs, Me, My aunt and My uncle......................but on that sunday itself is really my birthday.................hehahehaha love it.....love the cake....................

nie aku
Ni lah birthday girls and boy yang sama bulan ngan me.............hehaheha..............
heheheheheh............semua ada....sedara mara sebelah adik beradik my dad semua ada.........hehahehahea..........Lots and lots of food mee goreng..........mee hoon .......................hehahea...............then ada nasi with rendang.........my nenek nyer rendang power................ade epok epok and macam macam kuih................got watermelon some more........also ada agar agar....in other words............thats jelly........... i received banyak gift jugak.. and yesterday me takde keje after work then me amik lah gambar gambar gitf yang i dapat....... one of them is..................... bright shiny silver necklace............
from Ida, my other sister.............Lawa kan?........I love it ................another one.................. White gold............
given to me, by my aunt, we call her Mak Ina...........

with the Letter L on it..............L is for L I Z A.............that wat they always call me........... and i got this bag from Wak Ani...........who lives a block away from my nenek.............

lawakan?........................ heahheaheha a wallet from Mami Een and Bibik Ina.......and a skirt also from Bibik Ina, tapi i didnt put it in here...hehhe....sorry............

and more gift............from my baby.................... I got this from him....i tak tau untok guys or girl............org dah bagi amik je lah....hehaheha........ love the smell though

I love it also.............and lastly a broch from my grand uncle................

Pinky.............. I like......................hehah tak banyak tapi ok lah.......ehehehehe best kan kalau hari hari dapat hadiah... power nyer............

hehehe....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME........

heheh

2007-03-23T16:58:00.000+08:00

I be hearing this song soon On this Sunday................hehehehehehe
and it goes
Happy Birthday TO You............
Happy Birthday to You...........
Happy Birthday Happy Birthday.........
HAppy Birthday to YOu...........

I'm never too old to hear that song.......
hehehe sebab,

I masih Muda..........Whakakakakakakakaka

heheheheh........................anyway ape aje lah aku nie

kemaruk sgt nak lepaskan my bday...........i be 21 soon

hope i have more freedom for myself.......................heheheh

pppppppppp

2007-03-21T17:17:00.000+08:00

Haiizzzz...hhari rabu ...........hhhhmmm...ada ape ngan hari rabu nie?.....not much ...just that, our secretarial firm baru take over 11 group of companies from another firm....dulu 11 company use our firm as their agents, but then suddenly they tukar agents......hhhhmmm and now...there are coming back to us again, apa dah.....dorang dah brape lama senyap, then tiba tiba datang balik....nasib baik kita tak buang their old records.....still in good hands of us....tu lah....dorang ppon satu, kalau nak datang balik, lain kali jangan tukar in the first place.........All the documents aru smlm collect from the other side.......bayang kan?....11 companies........kalau semua company tuu incorporated dalam tahun nie takpe jugak , senang keje aku, nie tidak...........ada in year 1994, 2000 yang paling worst 1988........can you imagine how many years of record the have..........this record pon bukan leh buang sembarang......haaiizzzz........now ngah pikiran, how to finish sorting them all out in two weeks time, tu jer timing yang my manager give me............luckily i just finished sorting out their common seal, and alhamdulilah, nasib baik dorang nyer seal semua poket seal..........kalau hand seal...........haiizzz berat nak mampos siot, cause it damn hard steel weigh abt 5-6kg..........tak berat lah for some people...heheh..not berat for me...tapi ok lah, leh exercise sekejap, tak yah beli dumb bell...........cause that thing weighs almost the same with dumb bells found in gym......hehehehhe......haiz, penat tau

skg ngah pikir apa yang akan jadi besok..

Happy

2007-03-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

Its the day I'm waiting coming soon my way, when i first came to this world, creation of my mom and my dad....hahahaha...tak nak cakap....nanti org kata me action...heahehahea............anyway nak cakap jugak, ...................MY BIRTHDAY......................yup This SUNDAY TO BE EXACT..............heheheh on the 25th..............................hehehe.....sape yang dah tahu, jangan lupa hadiah untok i eh? hehaheha....ok tapi hari lahir yang kebrape, tuu hanya org tertentu aje yang tau, hehahe....rahsia beb.....tapi i tetap young...............hehahehahehahe, reaching freedom soon and happy as always... chao people

Shoooooooooopppppppping

2007-03-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

Semalam aku sakit....sakit temberang....sebenarnya aku malas.. so amik lah mc...leave banyak tapi aku simpan...later later leh pakai when perlu....hehehehe....boleh gitu, sampai keje nasib baik keje tak banyak, continue mane yang tak abis hari tuu...last weekend plak kita go chalet.....happy happy...tapi penat ahh, tak cukop tido, tak cukop tu...tak cukop nie.....kulit makin gelap....leceh seh................
BORING BORING BORING>.............................
NASIB BAIK NARI HARI RABU............Tak lah tunggu lama sangat for weekend to come...........
then sunday..................YAHooooooooooooooo
i go for CAR SHOPPING..........................hehaherhaheha..........bestnye.
cant wait....

Tremors Felt All Over CBD area................

2007-03-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

I'm Back People......................

Siting in my chair, looking at my pc, browsing the internet.................
while just doing nothing, then suddenly....I felt something shaking.....swaying side to side, then i saw my
partition divider swaying away..............lasted for a few moments.....and everything was back to normal.................then few minutes later, a tremor was felt again.....i stood quiet for a moment, and then everything end...........whooahhh........later i had received news, saying that there's an earthquake in Sumatra.....terasa seh sini....everything was abit shakey......seram jugak...takot takot building nie runtuh ke ape ke?...........siak aje.....takder ke hari lain dan tempat lain dia nak gempa bumi kat sana.............terkejut aku di buatnya.......................hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm
i know.. i received information, ramai yang kat tanjong pagar, raffles place, chinatown semua turun kat bawah building ....takot runtuh hawhahaha....anyway, insyallah takkan terjadi sebab, as i know all building around singapore, semua kuat, maybe lah......hehehehehe

luckily no cracks to be found near everywhere in the building.....................
so sian lah
...ape leh buat kan? kalau nak runtuh, runtuh lah, me no care, just hope me be ok sudah................

Untitled

2007-03-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

beep.....

2007-03-01T12:42:00.000+08:00

I changed the skin again, cause i'm adding songs to my blog.....
hhmm susah nak dengar if i'm using the previous skin..
but now the skin ok ok lah,
simple and senang nak baca
tak yah nak kene click click here and there
semua nya nak yang senang aje,
takmo pening kan kepala me and kepala korang ajer

tapi ada sikit masalah
the links in here
ada yang can work and ada yang tak leh work...
may be lah....

ok later i ada lunch appointment wif a friend..
just having lunch and since it raining
we be having lunch kat bawah aje
best kan kalau kerja dekat ngan tempat
makan

at least tak yah nak merantau jauh jauh carik makan

yesterday my ****** accident and hurt his leg, cause of rushing and raining sommore...
tapi dia ok i guess...

serious ly need to tukar hp, cause hp dia dah hancur betol....

hhhhhhhmmm.......
one more day to friday....

kan best.....me half day tomorrow,

besok adik me nye bday....
Happy Birthday babe....

harap harap besok tak hujan ahh, leceh seh

be meeting lots of people tomorrow,

nor, ernie....and others....to give support to Marsya

besok she be the cutest baby of all..........

rehaheha

Whoooiiisshhhh...Panjang nya

2007-02-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hari baru Hari rabu, aku masih tengah dudok dalam office time aKu tulis benda nie, nothing much to do as usual, well ada some filing aje, then i got lots and lots of newpaper to download, from Business Times Website...being logging in and logging out of my anakmelayu, friendster, tagged, my space and multiply website...to check if anyone message me or...upload something in there.....macam dah takder keje lain, selain masok website website itu lah...
hehehehe...ok per....
then later after work i be meeting a friend near my place
sekejap aje pon jadik lah, cause we tinggal dekat ngan
each other so can anytime see each other
again, nanti weekend reaching soon, pas tu aru leh rilek....dengar lagu, minum kopi, rilek....
tengok baby contest this Friday at suntec City, Baby mArsya qualified for Semi-final....
best kan?
budak tu memang cute abis....so cute
tapi nak ikotkan i am more cute than her...hehaheha..
well what can i say,
hehahehaha

i dah tukar skin again, tot nak tukar like one month one, pon ok jugak, takkan skin yang sama aje,
nanti leh bosan
hehehehe....

tapi leceh tau nak carik skin yang best best
go to blogskin and u can find lot of skin
but ada yang lawa2
ada yang tak lawa jugak lah
no gurantee
tapi kan u all leh tengok the outcome how, hehe
mine i would say, ok ok lah, tak perfect sangat........and abit leceh kene click here click there
tapi bagus jugak...
can really spend the time.....looking and browsing my blog...

i think kan i nak watch movie again lah
tak kira lah ape title....
citer hantu ke, murder ke, mystery ke...blue ke....hehehe but that must wait till me lepas R21 dulu
which kalau u all notice kan my intro page in here.....kan ada taruk my bdate....time bila kan hehehe ngah menanti saat dan waktu aje....

tapi i rather waste my money watching, comedy, humour, then maybe some scary or creepy movie...but yet again....not for now...skg budget ngah sempit....

and i cant depend on people for everything.....
ok lor...my hand dah penat, so i stop here
maybe kalau ada time me nak blog i blog again

tak leh hari hari blog, sebab penat seh, and always the same story...and always the same thing...like " nothing to do stuff" mungkin type abt something happen ke ape ke? ok jugak

dah lah....me out now......see ya

E.....

2007-02-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

HEY I'm Back after for so Long I had not been blogging............Cause its the HOliday Seasons.........Chinese New Year in SIngapore..........Great THough.........

Spent the Weekend having a picnic by the East Coast Beach, and i got tann, and more tann, oh got, i miss my fair skin......how to make it come back..i hate being dark...................

Wactched the Epic Movie On Monday at JP......with people close to me....The Stories its quite fun and itss kind of merepek, u think.........citer dia, semua citer ada.....its like a whole bunch of movies being put in this film...........movie movie yang ada, like Da Vinci Code, Snake on a plAne, HHhmmm next X men, then Ada Narnia plak.....willy wonker, harry potter pon ada, and pirate of the carribean pon tak selit, lastly citer borat pon terselit jugak.......they make it into one, pelik jugak, ehaheaha and also Ada MTV Cribs.....yang best ada pUnk'd........pon ada jugak

overalll memang merepek but ok lah kelakar jugak

You SHould HAve Listened

2007-02-16T09:19:00.000+08:00

Listen, 
To the song here in my heart 
A melody I've start 
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within 
It's only beginning 
To find release 

Oh, 
the time has come 
for my dreams to be heard 
They will not be pushed aside and turned 
Into your own 
all cause you won't 
Listen....


Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads 
I'm not at home, in my own home 
And I tried and tried 
To say whats on my mind 
You should have known 
Oh, 
Now I'm done believin you 
You don't know what I'm feelin 
I'm more than what, you made of me 
I followed the voice
you gave to me 
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened 
There is someone here inside 
Someone I'd thought had died 
Sooo long ago

Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard 
They will not be pushed aside on words 
Into your arms 
All cause you won't 
Listen...

I don't know where I belong 
But i'll be movin on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart 
A melody I've start 
But I will complete 

Oh,
Now i'm done believin you
You dont know what I'm feelin 
I'm more than what, you made of me 
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me 
But now I gotta find, my own
my ownn...

...

2007-02-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

Ku tercari-cari, di mana silapku
Puas sudah, ku tertanya-tanya
Namun kau tetap membisu saja
Dalam ku mencari-cari, jawapannya
Ku mencari-cari, satu kepastian
Walaupun tak kau nyatakan
Namun ku cukup mengerti hatimu
Tak akan aku kesali, tak ku kesali

Pertemuan kita, tak pernah ku kesali
Perpisahan ini, ku relakan pemergianmu
Walau perit di hati, ku tabahkan hati ini
Untuk melepaskan mu, demi kebahagiaan mu kasih

Kini ku tercarai-cari, penawar luka di hati
Agar tiada sendu di jiwa, mengenang kisah lama
Biarkanlah kisah silam, pergi bersama kelam yang malam
Moga di saat ini, kau mengerti

Kini aku tahu, kau bukan milikku
Namun tetap ku doakan
Semoga berbahagia... sayang
Walau hatiku terluka, tak mengapa.

.. .. .. .. ... .. .. .. . . . . .

2007-02-12T15:14:00.000+08:00

Monday, banyak orang kata monday blues....but kat luar tu ngah panas macam nak rak....no blues at all, agaknya dorang nie dah salah tengok colour kot..??....mungkin lah...anyway monday is the start of the week.......hhhhmmm what do i expect this week?.....hhhmmm........probably new part time job, decide not to leave this job cause i love it, and i might be getting new part time job, kat 7-11 ke cheers ke, ok jugak......then anyway i like to keep myself occupied, lagik best...........

........................

2007-02-12T13:17:00.000+08:00

THIS IS OUR SONG..................

You're so beautiful, divine
Everything 'bout you so fine
And with the love like yours
There is no pain in this world that I can't endure

So beautiful, so wonderful
And as we float on the floor
I hear the music of love

Chorus
This is our song
This is the song we'll remember forever and ever
It means to you what it means to me
So from this moment on, we know
This is our song
Our song

Anytime I feel alone
I put on our favorite song
And like the music and words
We merge into one
And play on and on

Love's so beautiful, unconditional
Can't find the words to explain
This is our song and our song says it all

Chorus

When my skies are grey
Make them clear again
When I'm weak you are strong
I need to hear the sound, you need to hear the words
This is how it all began

Chorus

This is the song we'll remember forever and ever
That it means to you, what it means to me
So from this moment on
This is our song
This is our song
So forever and ever
With just so you know
Just so
We know
We know
We both know
This is our song

(*@SH@_(#)(!)

2007-02-09T14:38:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey.........

Friday is here...............and
soon it will be weekend.....and thats the time for me to relax
after days of work.....
finally i can wake up late
hopefully.......
Kan best gitu????

Besok Ape Plan eh?
Tak Banyak Plan lah....mungkin
dok Umah Aje.......
tengok lah sesape yang nak ajak kuar
hjehaha
i do have lots of friends
and kebanyakkan lelaki......
and a few girls.....
all are cool to hang out wif..................

hhhhhmmmm
what am i doing now??....Oh well.... NOTHING
no work, not say no work
only not much work to do....
just plain me sitting down in my comfy office chair
with comfy cushion
and own computer with
internet access anywhere......
writng email....msn chatting
never end in my days of working in here
even blog typing.......

SOmetimes i do type craps and lots of junks,
rubbish things in here
no one would care anyway...
its my blog, and my hands, and my thoughts...

Before I forgot..............I wanna Wish ALL THE BEST TO Every KId IN Singapore
who waiting for O-level results today.................On the 9Th February 2007....
GOoD LUck....Hehahe..............

In mY heart I'll Say...................."APA MAU BLAJA BEB".........."Wa NYER TIME dah ABis"....
hehehe, sorry people its just a joke...
no offence...and no hard feelings......

To mY cousin.....azza...all the best, and to who ever that i didn't mention here
To mY colleagues too.....CHin SOon & Merilyn......All the bEst....

MAy YOU GUYS HAVE gooOD RESULTS FOR O LEVEL

Best Wishes

2007-02-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

ANd today is A long Far Away Friend of mIne Birthday....................

To MY Friend Named A.........................

Take Care.....

tHe WorLd Go Round And ROund

2007-02-08T09:26:00.000+08:00

HI Back................Me on LEave Yesterday....................ada hal sikit........sorry hehehehe......now back in the office, I have been trying to type without looking at the keyboard, and i succeed..........but there is still some mistakes.......eheheh anyway, yesterday was great, had a great interview at Kallang, and Stoopid interview In Loyang.....Damn u people in Loyang......so rude.........ask me question like wanna look for a fight.....is this how they us people to run their company for them by being rude.....they will only scare people away......haiizz....ape leh buat, tu hak dorang....i can say nothing....but i really like the place in kallang.....best betol....the place is great....and the things they do is interesting.......anyway wish me luck, hopefully they call me back.....

And Yesterday, Mr K went to SBA.....Whats that??? its the...Singapore Basketball Association, to get a letter from them, and from there he go to immigration to get his employment pass done....hopefully it will go through..........pray hard for us......thank you People...................

Tuesday

2007-02-06T09:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after work, i go to Paya Lebar, go shopping, get myself a top....then of to City Hall to meet Mr K.....Its Mr K.......Not Dato' K..........eheheheh more and more handsome and younger than the old Dato.....we sat down and talked.....he's telling me he have lots of problem, the employment pass been rejected and he's feeling sad, later on his fren call....a white guy....he is the one that gonna help him to make his employment pass approved...hope everything goes well.........

Oh Well..................

Hari Nie Patut I have to AMik documents kat tempat client tau, actually, benda nie kene amik semalam, sampai semalam, aje, org dia takde dalam office, then later me gotta call again and ask whether can collect or not, leceh tau.kalau dekat takpe jugak.........nie at least 15mins walk to that place, but i guess that wont be a problem now than yesterday.............yesterday i Wear heels...tu sebab penat....hehe and slow walking...............haizzzzz.....................................kalau ada org amikkan benda tu kan best........boleh aku rilek....hehehehe

Kisah Yang Menyedihkan & menakutkan

2007-02-05T11:17:00.000+08:00

Benda nie berlaku hari Jumaat lalu,

I was at my aunt place that evening......................

waiting for my other family member and my grandmother to come back from JB..................

while waiting and waiting.................looks like ard 10 plus.............................

I thought there was a traffice jam at the causeway, bcoz its common to be jammed at the causeway, at that particular time and day......................................

then Suddenly London a.ka. Ernie called..............................................

" Kakak.................kereta kene pecah masok, Barang semua hilang, now we at amk, nak buat polis report.........." she said

and i was like.........HUH?..........what happen sia?

Smashed window........."semua Barang hilang"

semua yang kat umah my aunt dah Kancheong..........macam lipas kodok..............

then we patiently wait for them...........................

then when they returned.......they told us the story..............

it all happen at A Giant Tampoi.......where they do their usual grocceries...........................

the car was park at the front of the building and yet..........................the car got smashed...................

things that are stolen, are my mom's bag..............and london's lagguage bag..........................

she brought the luggage bag thought she wanted to sleep over our cousin's place......................

that too been stolen,...............all cards..........credit cards, atm cards, IC.............London's School Project etc............................

all stolen, dammn robbed..............we start swearing on him............may his life be full of shit and bad luck............................................

i went down to the carpark.......and take a look at the car.......................

here some pics i took.................................

the smashed window, was being covered with plastic by my dad.......................

to prevent people to come in and steal again.....................................

see how badly the smashed the window, luckily its only one window.............

and really luckily and we thank god that we didn't lose the car.....................

or else i think i would cry too......................

here's another pic of it which i took on Saturday morning before we took it the the workshop

to repair............................
seee.....bad isn't it?.....................

this is what i think they smashed the window............they use screwdriver to peel out.........and when they can't the smashed the window.......................

now we all scared and phobia to go in JB anymore.......at least not for now................

we'll return again.........

and this time be very careful................................

gOOD oNE

2007-02-01T16:35:00.000+08:00

eVERY thing turn out well yesterday, done the interview

meet Kev early at kembangan, then we proceed to our usual hangout, its the Msq, at City hall....had our meal at Cavana...and the when to suntec for a shop, had our coffeee break at starbucks...before heading home

later at nite, picked up ernie from the stadium, and then enjoy the journey home, sorry to those people who i horned at yesterday on the road, u people are just So damnn blocking my way.........

Haiizzz

2007-01-31T11:37:00.000+08:00

Seperti yang dulu

Tiada guna kau kembali
Mengisi ruang hati ini
Semuanya telah berlalu
Bersama lukaku

Semua yang telah berlalu
Antara hatiku dan hatimu
Takkan ada cinta
Seperti yang dulu

Tiada guna kau berjanji
Untuk setia menemani
Hatiku yang telah terluka
Karena dustamu

Semua yang telah berakhir
Antara diriku dan dirimu
Takkan ada yang rindu
Seperti Yang dulu

Mimpi Yang tak Sudah

Apa maknanya impian
Datang dan pergi
Membawa hati meyusuri kembali
Jalan-jalan sepi

Kaukah di situ
Yang menantiku
Atau jelmaan
Titik kenangan
Yang bernama pengalaman

Siapakah
Di antara kita
Dengan rela menjadi pendusta
Siapakah dulu
Membina harapan dan siapa
Yang memusnahkan impian
Tanpa sebab dan alasan
Kau mainkan perasaan
Bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang
Dan menghilang...

Kau...bayang-bayang
Masa yang silam
Ada ketika terbawa-bawa
Oleh resah mimpi yang tak sudah

oh yeah

2007-01-31T09:52:00.000+08:00

Yahoooo

Today I be on Half day Leave in the afternoon, Cause I have something urgent to do, might be able to get this thing done wif, then i be meeting Kevin...................

Oh Yeah People............

U remEmBer KEvin.....The Black Guy.......He's Back

and taking things SEriously,

he said he want to be better

so I'm just being myself and see what he up to

BODOH

2007-01-29T09:25:00.000+08:00

Last SUnday

Instead of going out wif my darling

i went out wif my cousin instead, we went shopping at bugis

there were 5 of us, Me, Ida, EE, Man & Lan, 5 of us.....just took the car

and went to bugis to shop

then before headed off to Yishun,

we dropby Mc Donalds, at Ang Mo Kio to have our meals.

after droping the rest at yishun,

me and my sister, EE, or the real name is Ernie....

we headed back to our grandmom place in Ang Mo Kio

Marsya was there when we arrived...the cute little baby...

hehehe cute just like me, she's being naughty nowadays,

thats natural, its all parts and pieces of growing up

Reached Home around 10'clock, just in time to watch CSI supreme sunday

where 3 SCI drama in one show....

i was about to sleep at around 11.30 when Someone asked me to call him

i did, and guess what we talked about????

Our Future

He's Now serious in taking things...

and want something to be done soon and fast...

I still Haven't say the name up here, cause i think its not necessary

I still Believe me and Coach K will be together in the future

yeah, no doubt, he be taking his career seriously, and now been coaching kids

at a nearbye club, what club also i don't know

anyway, I just reach the office, and now doing some work...

or looking for new jobs.....i just got of the phone with a fren of mine, a guy friend

he sounded tired, so i told him to rest and go to bed.....

maybe later i be going to the bank again, cause hey!!!!its monday, Its always

banking day on Mon, Wed & Friday for me

cause "these" people just can't get the Admin People to do...

some people are so free not like me, yet they asked me to do...

damn people....

i've been getting little money every month

and now its time to leave this @#)& ing job to find

one which is better and one that pays more.

Weekenddd.........psstttt

2007-01-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

Weekend Coming..................soon it be Saturday.....hehehehe, yeah yeah, besok Hari Sabtu, maknanya Hari Tido....Syioknya, tido, rilek....tengok tv...nasib baik besok takder plan ape ape, just relaxing at home and doing nothing.....the malam i be watching some movie at home, hotspot at the premiere tonite on Disney Channels....Not Gonna Say what it is...anyway, ok lah, tak lah boring sangat.

then This SUnday i be doing some research with Insan tersayang yang menetap di AMK......You know who u are.....heheh Happy seh orang tuu.....hehehehehe..........i be driving....and be picking him up at AMK, i know he upset sebab kereta baru dia lum lagik kuar, got some problem with the insurance agent ke ape ke, i also dont know, be out probably in february, then he can ajak me jalan jalan hehehe, thought of going for a picnic besok if its not raining then ok lah....J.....Hope You wont Forget Our Meeting this Sun...hehehehe

POwER

2007-01-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life may get you down
But you better hold your ground
Can't nobody live your life but you
Stay true to who you are
And always follow your heart
Your heart

Daily Thing

2007-01-24T15:50:00.000+08:00

hI

bEEN sO lOng Since I last BlOg, ....And No I WOn't Talk Abt My PRevious Update, SO I'M gOinG tO tyPe AbOut whAt's HappenINg Now, or currently What I'm DoinG...................

As U All KNOw THat I AM IN THe OFfiCe NOW

things tat I'm DOing NOw......

1) Listening to My MEdia PlayEr
2) Talking TO mY MAnagEr AboOut How To Make HiddEN FIle APpear AgaIN
3) DriNKing Coffee WhiCH i BoUGhT JusT now
4) Waiting FOr The Time To Pass
5) DraFtIng LettERs To client

Looks like an easy thing to do....and yet I'm Bored To Death

Later I'm Going To The LiBrArY For A WHiLe To DRop SOme BOOks Off, thEn I Head Home., SO taTs How MY dAy GonnA ENd ToDaY. And AbOut ToMorrOw, I dONt KNow YeT, MaYbe It Be the Same BAsic ThinGs That I Do In tHE Office, MainLY No. 1,3 & 4.....the Usual Things, Not TO ForGet Playing CompUter Games AlSO

My Days At woRk Is ALwAYs The Same, I MIght Be LoOking FOr a New JoB With HigHEr PAy, and More Jobs tO do....Down HEre I'm Bored....

Haiiizzzzz....................GottA Go AlreadY

days so far

2007-01-16T11:49:00.000+08:00

Today, on Tuesday

Just typing this blog, sorry, braper hari lepas tak update sebab tak banyak benda nak udate cuma let me imbas ape yang terjadik....

SABTU
1) pagi tido, bangun kul 2,hehehe , macam anak jin, liaatt....
2) bangun aje, tengok tv dan kemas umah
3) malam blaja ugama kat umah makcik me, and sambil tu tengok babyku Marsya, ehehhe
4) Balik tido, sampai hari SUn

MINGGU
1) jadik budak baik, bangun kul 10.30
2) kemas umah
3) petang, lepak sampai tertido till magrib
4) cheetah girls on tv, so tengok jap, ok lah not bad.

THEN

ISNIN
1) bangun then pegi keje....
2) kat keje buat bodoh, main game, baca suratkhabar, download lagu, tapi aku lupa nak blog, hehe
3) alik umah, rehat pastu kul 8.30 tengok gemilang
4) seblom tidor tengok citer fiesta komedi kat suria sampai aku ter tido....

so pretty boring ahh semua sama, bangun makan ttido, tu aje, dah memang macam tuu....hidop nie macam roda, berpusing, always back to where we start.....and now aku ngah lapar, nasib baik bawak bekal burger tadik mak aku masak, ok jugak not so bad, hehehe later buat mocha, i likke....heheheheheheh.....

LAST DAY

2007-01-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

Hari Nie Last day of the week.......balik nie, i wanna go to sleep, soo tiredd.......heheheh, before that I kene makan dulu, heheh, perut dah kenyang, then aru leh tido, then besok takder keje, mungkin dok umah, tido bangun lambat, hehehehe rilek abis, futhermore the weather is so cold, sedap kalau kene pelok, heheheh.....iskkhh..apa aje, k lah, me nak dngar lagu now.....la la la la la la

TIred...

2007-01-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

semalam after work i met Aim, thought he would be driving, that day kan dia datang bawak Hyundai Tuscon..whoooyoohhhhh, kereta nak besar aje, tapi best tau, the car was tinggi and looks rich, but hey, he didn't, instead he came wif his new big bike, it was huge, and i was like .....woooowww, hehaha lawa plak tu motor dia, hehhehehe motor ape ntah, but more better than rvf....love it, he met me at lavender, biasa lah orang orang yang nak save duit masok ERP, so tunggu lah pat sana, then we go to somewhere lah, jalan jalan, rilek rilek, then ard 9.30 he send me home, luckily my parents already came home before Me, so dia tak nampak lah Me and Aim, heheh kalau tak soalan banyak seh dorang tanya, anyway, there goes my yesterday nite....

ANd Now

in this office, i just got back from collecting documents at client's place, AND I HAD TO BRING BACK ONE SUPER DUPER HEAVY BAG of STATUTORY RECORD of a company, imagine 18 years of company records, haaiizzzzz and i hurt my hand, so bad for carrying this things, and the saddest thing is that no one help me to carry these things back, what a day, now i'm resting, and doing nothing maybe not yet, its raining still outside, ohh no....haiizz....wish it could go away, hurt hurt hurt.......

Its so hard to Say Goodbye To YEsterday

2007-01-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

Its so hard to Say Goodbye To YEsterday

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Happy?

2007-01-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

Are U happy?......I am, having a great nothing to do in the office, not say nothing to do, just not much to do, and now I'm listening to some music in Window Media Player, been listening to songs, from the malay song, to english and to spanish and hindi too....all sorts....just love listening and singing at same time......

then Today, is banking day, i got to go to the bank to drop in some cheque, luckily it s not raining outside, love it when its bright and sunny, hahahaha..

today my parents will be going to johore, so I'm freeee.....so freee and so cool to be free..........hope they bought food from there...especially kebabs or murtabak...ok jugak.....hehehehe

ok lor...thats all i can think of now is FOOOD>......................

thats it I'm going for lunch now.......ggrrrwwwwlllllllllll

multiply

2007-01-09T16:45:00.000+08:00

Hi...........I just finish my work, not say finish, just completed a bit of jobs for manager and boss, he asked me to type a format on how to write WIlls...great thing, i picked up a few tips or notes on how a well prepared Will would look like, so I have an idea on writing a will if there's anything gonna happen to me...hehahaha Macam real aje aku, macam lah aku ada banyak harta nak kasi wasiat kat orang, hhhmm mane lah tau one day aku kaya, haha one day........hehehehe
i just created my multiply thingy...ntah...looks fine with me lah...anyway here is the addy..........http://babygerliza.multiply.com kalau free jengok jengok lah sana...
ok lah chao people

Weekend PAst

2007-01-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

Weekend dah over.....Last week End tak buat ape ape, cuma drive my mom to work, and then stayed at home, on Sunday nyer plak, just having breakfast kat Little India, then off to my mom work place, sebab dia ada one unit to kemaas, then we off to woodlands to my aunt place, dia aru discharge from hospital, ok lah, then malam got home, i sleep ard 10.45 pm cause tak mo bangun lambat the next day, then the next day i angun kul 7, sempat seh, heheheh nextime kene bangun kul 7 jadik i sampai office on the dot, kul 9 o'clock, alhamdulilah, tahun baru bukak azam baru, insyallah, hehehehe, what do i expect for this year, firstly, A good Boyfriend, A New Car, if possible....then if possible, be engage at the end of this year, to someone, sape eh? i dont know yet, no candidate for me yet

and now i'm in the office, doing nothing just nothing....hehehe

me got to finish work then, me will blog again soon, maybe tomorrow if me have the time
chao people...

Again

2007-01-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

Pagi Semua, Me tak Ada Keje Lain KAt SIni Asyik Nak Type Blog Aje, Ngah takde keje currently,

semalam me go out with My ex, tak buat ape ape,cuma duduk kat starbucks at raffles place aje, bual bual, pas tu i go home on my own, then thought of meeting Aim, but he's too lazy to go , haaaiizzzz, there goes my free ride home, anyway, he just bought a 2nd hand bike, which have some problems, why buy it if it give trouble, haiizzz.hehehe anyway me cool .....not my bike also....heheh, then today, i be going to the bank to bank in some cheques, hope it's not raining later,
luckily today is Friday and THere Rest Will BE RESTING DAY, can relax at home, maybe going out with some friends, or maybe just going out alone, anyone wanna go out with me???? .....if there is......tag me soonn ok...???....hehehehehehehe.......well i have a friendster account, u all also can view me at www.friendster.com/amelliza...................Wah Wah, buat self-promo nampaknya aku, yeaahahaha, if u dont who else would do it for u.?....so friends.....visit me there ok?....hegegegege, add me also if u want to....tak paksa.......

ok lah got to go do some damn things, nanti me update again very soon....

Hwellloooo

2007-01-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

Today is Hari Khamis, and aku baru abis buat keje kat keje lah, mana lagik....korang ingat aku nie ape?...hehehe ngah dengar lagu kat pc nie, layan lentok, sedap seh...hehehe...and aku aru lunch tadik makan nasi ayam agik, sebab tu aje yang murah boleh di beli ngan harga $2, ok lah boleh tahan jugak ahh, dari takde benda nak makan....tul takkkk?? heheh.,....so boring seh in the office, takde keje aku.....and now aku plak dah single....siak ahhhh semua jantan keparat aje, now me alone only. happy senang sedih duka semua aku sorang biar aku tanggung.....happy slalu for me...

petang nie aku kuar ngan ex aku, ape hal ntah dia nak jumpa, tengok wayang kot, maybe lah, aku memang malas ahh nak kuar nari, abih dektu asyik nak meet aje, siol aje negro tuu, tak abis abis nak meet aku aje, lantak kau ahh black man, whakakakaka, tak baik seh aku...anyway...bagus jugak ....aku takkan nak lembut aje, mesti kene berkeras kalau benda yang salah, haiiz , dunia dunia,

tadi aku aru tarok counter kat blog aku nie, so aku tau lah brape banyak org dah view aku......aku tengok aje, kalau banyak aku continue writing, kalau tak tak lah, aku pun malas nak type panjang panjang tau, buat sakit tangan aku aje, heheheh

tadi aku ada kenal ngan satu mamat nie, dia tinggal kat hougang, near my place, skg nie ngah chatting ngan dia lah....syiok tuull..........................

Signing off from here.....

Just Nothing......

2007-01-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

I'm Back From Holidays, Went to MaLLacca For the Weekend, and just came back Yesterday Nite...I am tired, too tired...but still I drop By to type this Blog, hhhhhmmmm...everything is fine with the holidays, we had fun, lots of fun, and relaxation, took lots and lots of photos, just cant post it in here yet, cause I've not installed my Cd Yet...Just bought a New Digital Camera....cool huh..the trip is so fun and serious......seriously...i Miss My OWN BEd.....Been sleeping in the hotel for 2 days and it hurt my back, haiiizzzzz.............

I miss u Beddy.....and mY friends too....I misss them so much...really miss those

HEHEHE.....i still thinking about myself......I ask Myself....THis Question......

Who did i really love?....I'm not sure who is the one truly.....Maybe Someone Out there Waiting.....Waiting to be found by me, what the heck??.....Why can't the Person Come to me on His Own...and Don't Hints Things....If U really Like Me...Tell me....hehahehe....
ANyway.... What the heck I'm Doing now.......hehehehe...i guess i have nothing to do, all i do is just, chatting, and doing some pointless work.....

I just wanna wish My dear Friend a Happy belated Birthday which fell on the 30th December 2006, Wish Him A...............

Don't Be a Bad Boy....always BeGood....and We will Meet again, this time, Take me for a ride in Ur New BiG Bike....I love Bikes.....hehehe....

ok lah, I've nothing else to type in here so i wanna..............say.........

to all who took their time to read this damn blog, heheh not so damn anyway...and

I Hope Its Not to Late to Say......

&..........................

Myspace Graphics at 123glitter.com

to all My friends out there.....I LOve U People.......

My Day

2006-12-29T15:36:00.000+08:00

yeah, No body is perfect, No One Is...We are Just Human After All...

Another DAY pass...HoLIDAY coming, and its Party Time...Anyway I wont be in Singapore during the Weekend, cause I’m Going To Malacca On Sunday, on the Day Of Hari Raya Haji...happy days ahead, gonnA Stay There at Century Mahkota for 2 Days, the good thing is that, Ida’s Whole Family coming along wif us, and I think It Wil double the Fun, ooh yeah, thought of Having Pizza Hut there...Or maybe. Dominos Pizza...it will be great.

And Now In the Office, doing some work, chatting and blogging at the same time, missing someone, I guess I’m Missing my ex, he’s out there somewhere, hope he’s ok

I’m ok here too...although I have

Still...I Remember Him, although he had a girlfriend and now being single again, no doubt he still in my memory...heheheh...life have to move on and leave the past behind, that’s what I’m doing now, leave my world of darkness for something good in the near future...

But I...

and sometimes

If Only...

I guess I’m trying to be happy...and being contented with what I have right now...And I believe that Happiness Will come to me Once Again, Ohh I am Happy right Now...I Just want to be More Happy With the Life I’m Having...

I be meeting a Friend later for awhile before I leave on Sunday...

Ok ok I stop here…..signing off….

NAughyt Girl

2006-12-29T11:30:00.000+08:00

I aM A Naughty Girl.............Hehehe........

NOT.....

....hehehe....Just a................

Me There......In the Picture.......

Waiting for time to pass.......

I think I am......

ANd SomeTimes a.....

Hheheheh...................NAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm JUst Having Fun HEre.....

Oh Tidak

2006-12-26T17:39:00.000+08:00

HARUSKAH KU MATI

Bagaimana mestinya
Membuatmu jatuh hati kepadaku
T'lah kutulis kan sejuta puisi
Meyakinkanmu membalas cintaku

Haruskah ku mati karena mu
Terkubur dalam kesedihan sepanjang waktu
Haruskah kurelakan hidupku
Hanya demi cinta yg mungkin bisa membunuh ku
Hentikan denyut nadi jantung ku
Tanpa kautau betapa suci hatiku
Untuk memiliki mu

Adakah keikhasan
Dalam palung jiwamu mengetukku
Ajarkan mu bahasa perasaan
Hingga hatimu tak lagi membeku

Haruskah ku mati karena mu
Terkubur dalam kesedihan sepanjang waktu
Haruskah kurelakan hidupku
Hanya demi cinta yg mungkin bisa membunuh ku
Hentikan denyut nadi jantung ku
Tanpa kau tau betapa suci hatiku
Untuk memiliki mu

Tiadakah ruang di hatimu untukku
Yang mungkin bisa 'tuk kusinggahi
Hanya sekedar penyejuk disaat ku layu
Ku t'lah menantimu hingga akhir masa

Pheww.....

2006-12-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

it's a cool Tuesday Morning, and sekarang, me kat dalam office, just about to start doing some work for some clients, and about to go out for a walk to the bank and back, looks like a busy day for me, but, nah its not, I'm so relaxed now, with nothing to do, and maybe going out to the bank early, heard about a bad news, what eva happened had already happened and its time to move on in life, just like me, been moving on in life since i left everybody behind, and now me, my family and the future, for boyfriend....just leave it as it it...better to be single and happy and be happy, and if i happen to find someone while im happy being alone, so be it, its destiny and fate, accept wats gone, and what com coming in life.....ok lah, me going to bank of china now....update again later......

MINUM DULU

2006-12-22T17:38:00.000+08:00

HAri Nie Hari 22nd December, sorry last few days tak update sebab mc, anyway, hari masok keje macam takde mood nak keje, sebab kita org ngah celebrate christmas pat sini, got gift exchange, got lucky draw, and then i got lots of gifts from my manager and the gift exchange thing, and my fwen, kasi me botol bacardi, ape lagik bedal ahh, sampai gatal my tekak sebab, i rarely drink , kalau drink pon, tak banyak, but this time i drink the whole botol, felt nothing seh, lain kali nak minum lagik ahh, dah jadik jahat aku nie, anyway, my gifts semua i lom bukak, entah ape kat dalam pun me dont know, loots like chocolate and stuff, but yet to be open yet
heheheh happy giler....

Back ahh

2006-12-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

back again here, now in the office, still doing nothing, i just wanna type here aje, takder keje lain aku, be calling my fren nie satu, dari tadik asyik tanye..."Bila U nak Call me??" haaiizz, nampaknya kesian jugak budak satu nie, asyik nak bual ngan me tapi tak dapat peluang, bagus nah ke aku nie? sampai ada orang sanggup tunggu nak bual ngan aku? hahaha...tak lah i feel like i'm just normal girl, normal as can be, anyway, dont worry my fren, i will call u, and we'll talk but now cannot lah, boss around, nanti dia bising, anyway kat luar stil hujan kat tanjong pagar nie, hhmmm sejok nak mampzzz seh, tapi takper liza tetap cool

Renungkan lah

2006-12-19T09:48:00.000+08:00

Since semalam hujan tak berhenti, sejook feeling, hehehehe sedap kalau ada oragn yang peluk me yang macam teddy bear nie, saper tak nak? heheheheh, action plak aku, anyway i always sleeps alone and got no problem with that, lainlah kalau aku dah kahwin, errm, cakap pasal kahwin, aku ngah carik jodoh nie, hehehe , dalam masa 2-3 tahun, insyallah aku mungkin akan berrumah tangga, tak leh cakpa kahwin, sebab kahwin ada banyak makna...tu for those dirty minded out there, haaiizzz....hehehehahaha.....

anyway now dah nak kul 10 pagi waktu Singapura, waktu lain aku tak tahu ahh, tak jaga timedorong, and now aku ngah kat office nie, tak buat ape ape, cuma ngah type this blog aje. memang aku hari hari tak banyak keje, mungkin nari aku nak masok irc lagik lah, mane tau leh kenal ngan ramai kawan, Aku terbaca aku nyer ex nye blog, looks like he's in dilemma, i know he is just an ex, tapi kesian kawan tu...haiizz...apa apa aku harapkan dia tabah, dan terus usaha memperbaiki diri, don't care abt how long its gonna take, just take ur time to change, no one can do it for him, but people around him must give him time more time to change, haaiizzz......my advice to him is To Never Give Up on Yourself, and Don't Make Others Give UP on u, Always try ur hardest for everything.. hope it helps, but if it doesn't, its ok. i don't mind giving advices to people if he doesn't want to listen, its his wish. stop thinking about that, my life itself not so perfect and aku akan cuba ubah diri aku, seperti macam Ex aku jugak, semua orang harus berubah, baik kan ape yang buruk, dan baiki lagi ape yang sudah baik bagi kita lah, heheheh dah jadi macam mak mak plak nagging pagi pagi gini, anyway its just my thought, to be for the better. yang penting hati kene lah iklas kalau nak memperbaiki diri, berani menerima kutukkan, critikkan dan hinaan org, kalau critikan tu baik harus lah di amik sebagai pengajaran untok masa yang mendatang,

aku rasa sudah cukup lah aku membebel kat sini, nanti lain kali kalau ada hal lagik aku nak citer, boleh lah aku bebel lagik......
PEace Out....

SUnday Blaze

2006-12-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

SUnday

hari Sunday, we went to the cemetry to visit my sister's grave, she died at a young age, at the aged 0f 9 and er death till now is still a question of how? and why?....only those who understand what's going in the family, they wil know what i'm trying to say, enough said, after visiting the grave, the whole family had our breakfast and Ang Mo Kio Central banquet, i had briyani rice, while the others had barbeque chicken wif rice, it was delicious though, later that evening, i met a friend, then we went to Lucky Plaza to just window shop, it was so tiring so after 3 hrs of walking, i went home, then at nite the whole family went to Yishun, to my other sister's house, we reached home around 11 pm, just in time to watch CSI:miami on AXN.

COurts....Boo Hoo

2006-12-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday I Go cycling pat East Coast, it was quite a cool day, very cooling, maklum lah aru abis hujan, and i didn't cycle cause i dont feel like doing it, so i just sat down there and watch people having thier picnic, building sand castles etc. then after that, we went to the opening of Courts at east area, the place is big and pack with people. then we change our mind and decide to go home instead, maybe i go COurts and Ikea When there's not many People Around.....

ThUrT

2006-12-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

The day is Thursday and it is so quiet in this office, hahahaha....senyap sunyi siol, takder org pon, ada cuma boss, manager and me, for my side of company and only 4 for TKY side...best...working in an auditing company nie, macam keje kat kubor, senyap dan sunyi, since so sunyi i on some music, currently ngah dengar lagu dari 911, ok jugak...miss those boys.....Lee, Jimmy and spike....and my all time fav song, the day we find love...gerek siol..hehehe anyway me here in the office didnt do anywork cause no work at all....and will update again shortly later...bye bye...........

ApaLah..........

2006-12-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

Hey Hi, I'm back to blog in here again, just did last update yesterday, and i'm doing it now, i love it, i like it. so many things happen today, and everything related to work, nothing but work, then chat with the guys in AM, Msn Irc, alot....love them all, talk abt everything within the box, hehah..today maybe i drop by the Pasar Malam Near Hougang Mrt to see whats happening down there....later or maybe tomorrow i update again....got work to do...so BYE BYE

YAHOoooooooooooooooooooo

2006-12-12T09:31:00.000+08:00

HAri Ini Hari yang ke 365 days aku pass lesen kereta, maknanya...HARI NIE AKU DAH LEH BUKA AKU NYER TRIANGLE......NO MORE PROBATION........YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
can speed all i want, but jangan lah sampai kene tangkap kan...whakakakaka....so happy as i am....saper nak ikot aku gi rounding.....angkat tangan????? meh kita enjoy........YAhoooo.....freeee from everything......happy sak aku......hehehehe........eh eh tak leh type banyak sangat, boss ada....ok lah...me berambos dulu....nanti update again shortly......

OH oh Ho Ho

2006-12-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

Semalam??.....tak buat ape ape, cuma lepas balik keje aje, terus balik umah, then lepas tu lepak lah....bual ngan "kawanku" sambil tengok citer hikmah....tak abis abis...and now finally dah abis citer hikmah tuu...then gonna come hikmah 2....mak oi...dragging lagi lah citer dia.....boring siot.........maybe prefer to watch the first and last episode....no need to watch the whole season, waste of my dear time......today after work i be going to ang mo kio to see my baby....my dear baby.......hehehehehehe isnt she's cutepandai tau dia baca magazine......

hehehe....cute kan?.....tu lah my darling......Marsya Nashmia

Change Again

2006-12-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

I change my skin again, cause the previous skin's wording when I blog is too cramped if I make it larger, now everything is fine....so I be using this till I'm tired of this skin and will change to a new skin, maybe... now I'm in the office, chatting with bunch of guys from anakmelayu, the only channel in Sg that rox maybe, but its getting bored and bored everyday, not much friends in there, might be getting rid of that website.

the essay

2006-12-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

Been so long since the last time I blog, cause I don’t know what to type. The next thing I know is I came to blogger main page and think, what or how should I start with?. Then one by one word by word that came out through my mind. I want to talk about my past days, but I guess it be too long to write and too messy to read.

So I just slowly type about what had happened yesterday at home, or outside. Yesterday was calm, but windy, then it rained. At first I thought, it would be better to stay at home, but then I have an invitation from someone, a relative of mine, inviting us to their house. Yeah, we had to be there, we got to go there, we reached there around evening time, after half an hour of driving from Hougang to Jurong West. We ate a lot, and before reaching home, we drop by my grandmother’s place.

So that’s about it, my weak and boring weekend, maybe I will find something interesting to do, so I wont feel damn bored. And now I’m stuck in the office doing some work for client, its not really that hard, and I know I have to be patience in work.

Crashhhh.....

2006-12-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

hari nie, server pat office crash abis...semua network takleh masok cuma internet aje yang boleh...nasib baik alhamdulilah, tak lah bosan sangat hidop aku kat office nie....harap harap semua berjalan dengan lancar sesudah server di ganti baru dengan adanya waranty 3 tahun...whkakakak.everythings gonna be fine i said...heheh so i wait.. and sementara tu i dengar lagu dulu
syiok sehh...
hehehehe

Check this out

2006-12-01T09:51:00.000+08:00

Hari dah Hari jummat seh.....hahahah its the first of December....happy First Dec everybody.....year end is approaching, and i have not made my new year resolution yet....lots of things i want to obtain....Cars....cash....condo....all the C things...hehehe cita cita ku tinggi menggunung....i'm meeting a friend later for dinner....now adays it seems like i have lots and lots of friends....either to hang out wif ..or to watch movies or have dinner....ntah asal pon i tak tau.....and many already fall in love with me....haiiizzz too many guys..yet no one have prove to me that they really meant their words....i'm just waiting....and for N....will always be there for me....he too have not prove more to me that he really meant his word....and i'm still waiting also.....so i guess now is the waiting time... to wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait....untill i can't wait any longer......whakakakaka....k lor...i wanna wait now...i blogg again soon....

Weekend

2006-11-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

Hari Hujung MInggu.....nothing special....
except we go to UBI to see the car show...and having the greatest time of our life....its my mom's
birthday, and we're celebrating it the simple ways possible, cause of tight budget....and everything seems quiet well...and nice, went to vivo city to have a look at the place...it was huge...and was my 3rd Visit there...........had fun, took alot of pictures.....wow...they are so great,...wish i could post it here but dont have it with me,....haaiizzzz anyway i had fun all day...

AND NOW

me at work doing nothing but work of course, heheheh....work is yet to come....i'm not busy at all....will update again later.....TC

My dreams....erotic......

2006-11-24T15:54:00.000+08:00

Semalam outing was awesome and nice nite...hehhee he was so sweet...and coool...love him so much...we ate at swensen...he did fulfill his promise...he took me to swensen and order food and ice cream...he was on mc for three days so he took one day to meet me up...he look so handsome yesterday...hehehe I like...and sexy also...we had our swensen at Marina Square, then after that we had a small chat before sending me home...

DREAMS

At night I dream of you,
Coming to be by my side.
I see your silhouette at first;
I watch your calm, quick glide.

Vivid images;
Pictures in my mind.
My night's love, my passion;
All in you I shall find.

Once again, you'll whisper to me,
"I Love U, my dear. "
Your touch eases me,
Removing any fear.

Your gaze meets mine;
The warm look in your eyes,
It melts my heart.
From now on
Nothing but blue skies!

Tonight you romance me;
Our bodies entwine,
You enter; I gasp!
Our souls combine.

A touch here, a tickle there,
It enthralls me; I am captivated.
Our bodies move, the motion constant;
My body's completely activated.
Throughout the night
Our passion flows,

Coming together,
My emotion grows.
For you, in dreams,
Oh, how I care.

But when morning comes,
I am left in despair.

Anther night gone and passed.
I awake in ecstasy all alone.
For you visit at night; In dreams you come.
And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

Rupa rupanya I'm Only Having a Wet Dream lAh....whakakakak

My All Versi Segalanya

2006-11-24T10:16:00.000+08:00

MY All

SEGALANYA

Revival Lagu Lama

2006-11-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

Revival Lagu lagu lama...

Mari Nyanyi ngan aku.....

Hehehehe..........

Kau Yang Tak Mengerti- Teja

Sayangku sungguh pedihnya hati ini

Bila ku mengenang dirimu

Membuat diri aku terguris pilu

Bagai ditusuk sembilu pilu

Kekasih engkau yang satu

Sumber ilhamku waktu dahulu

Dirimu amat kuperlu

Untuk mengisi kamar hatiku

Masihkah kau berjauh diri

Dari sisi diriku ini

Kau pergi bukan kubenci

Kau yang tak mengerti

Membuat kucari-cari

Jalan manakah pun ku tak pasti

Dirimu tetap kunanti

Andai kau kembali

Apa yang kulukiskan dalam hatimu

Semuanya telah engkau sisipkan

Sinambungan Cinta
Aku bukan sinambungan kasihmu

Untuk engkau memenuhi rasa
Atau untuk melindungi kecewa
Setelah gagal bercinta
Aku bukan sinambungan rindumu
Menemani kesepianmu itu

Dan sebagaimana aku tahu

Kau tulis dalam buku harianmu

Sanggup kau memperdayakanku

Sanggup kau membohongi dirimu

Kau anggap cinta satu cerpen

Dengan pena engkau bermain

Kau pandai berpura

Hingga akhirnya aku terpedaya

Menjadi mangsa

Jangan ku dijadikan bahan sinambunganmu

Hanya untuk mengisi ruang hidupmu

Sebagai watak babak cintamu

Janganlah semuanya kau jadikan cerita

hingga akhirnya

Disuatu hari nanti pasti sinambunganmu

Akan terputus jua buat selamanya

Layu Di Hujung Mekar

Haruskah ku terus melayani perasaan

Meski pun ku tahu itu hanyalah khayalan

Cintaku padamu haruskah aku teruskan

Kerana ku tahu dirimu sudah berteman

Tiada ertinya

Apakah akhirnya percintaan
Pohon cinta yang dulu mekar berbunga

Kini tandus tiada bermaya

Bunga cinta yang dulu mekar mewangi

Kini layu di pusara bumi

Tidak mungkin kembang lagi dan berseri

jiKA kAU kEKasih

2006-11-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

Tidak kau terasa beban yang aku pikul

Menyeksa jiwa ku kekasih

Kenapa kau tak pernah merasakan

Jika kau kekasih yang menyayangi aku

Harus kau mengerti hatiku

Itu hanya ku impikan

Bilakah kau akan mengerti

Kata hati merayu aku pergi meninggalkan dirimu

Tapi ku tak terdaya

Mengapa kasih harus ku alami

Setelah aku korban segala-galanya

Sanggup ku harungi hidup bersama dirimu

Meninggalkan semua yang aku cintai

Jika kau kekasih

Senangkanlah hidupku

Jangan biar aku begini

Hidupku dalam kerunsingan kasih

So FUn

2006-11-21T10:39:00.000+08:00

Minggu lepas kita gi vivocity....happening siot,

temankan my uncle go trade in his printer for a new

digital printer...whateva shit lah...i also don't

know...hahaha why am i using broken english...??

alah biasa....macam tak kenal pulak

singaporean...whakakaka...ape ape lah eh...then

Smlm me jumpa my friend.....boyfriend.....then we go

shopping....hehah....not for me...for him....beli CD

kat HMV dah $100++...loaded benar dia semalam,

then beli kasut lagik...hahaha pon harga ard

$100++....kaya kaya,.....siap top up kan Ezlink card

me also...hapy nye i......then we eat kat Far East....I

ate Blackpepper Chiken Rice. then he ate Kuay teow Hor

fun....hhhhmmmm...yummmyyyyy......Delicious........hehehhe.........it

was an awesome nite....then he sent me home.....duit

banyak seh....

leh lah go shopping lagik ngan dia.......

A WHole New Look

2006-11-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

i just Update the Layout of my blog.....

Got it from blogskin

hahah...gerek siol.....

new grahpic....thanks to the designer.........

a whole new look to my blog.......

thanks.....Muackkssss

Takder KEje Lain

2006-11-14T17:16:00.000+08:00

Smlm I tak buat ape ape kat office…Cuma buat benda nie ajer… ok tak semua…..Lawa kan…I bikin Sendiri

Name Dia

Name Aku

Hah...amacam? ok tak? ,....i know need improvement and new design....still working on it....been bored at work for so long, kat keje me takde keje.....sesape yang boleh tolong sila letakkan comment di bawah...N ngah tido skg sebab nanti malam dia keje part time...understand understood....keje malam susah sikit....but anyway he always jovial type of person, slalu senyum nyer org, so comfortable to be around him.....he trust me and i trust him too....takmo control sgt nanti susah.....

anyway kejap lagik after work terus go home and relax.....don't like to go out much often....feels like hhome is better.,....nasib baik i keje office hrs...kalau tak...haaiiizzzz boring abis.........then ape eh?...alamak besok hari Wed ahh..big boss alik...mampos...nasib baik i dah abis keje yang dia suroh buat....i am some times good girl sometime naughty girl....naughty not as in slutty type ok?....me cool aje...eheheheh

thought nak tunjukkan rambut blonde me...tapi takper lah...heheheheheh..next time lah...anyway people...be happy ok?.....nanti me update lagik ok?

Strawberry blonde

2006-11-13T12:40:00.001+08:00

Aku dah colour rambut aku strawberry blonde,..apa hal siak aku colour blonde...

ok pe?....lawa siak rambut aku....tapi tak cukup lah

nak kene beli lagik satu to touch up....bagus siol...i feel different....but i'm not stoopid like blondes always well known to be........next gaji...beli lagik satu then colour lagik.....

pas tu aku leh style rambut kasi lawa......pas tu hehehe

happy siak.....later then talk to N again.....he's not so busy at work lah......so he can chat chat with me.... good ahh?

Pilihan Ku adalah N…..

2006-11-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

Dah ternyata, dah terbukti….E terus hilangkan diri….macam biskut, kejap ade kejap takder….sungguh membosankan…..baik memang baik…but not too baik…..pas weekend asyik I call tak pernah dia nak angkat, hampa betol…..then I call N…N will always answer my call…last Sat I jumpa N…then he temankan I gi umah yana, ada open house…he looks hensem lah…eheheheh….terpegun i…..hahahaha….now I think I make the right decision…this N tak segatal dan se “Horny” matair I yang dulu dulu…tak abis abis gatal gatal gatal….tiap kali jumpa ada jer gatal bawah dorang…pe jahanam nyer jantan….kpla buto siot…whakakaka…anyway, he’s cool ahh..I like N…and by the Way the name Is Nazrin….heheheh……we’ll see how far we go…..I started to like him…..he sweet in many way…

PILIH SIAPA???

2006-11-09T09:53:00.000+08:00

ada Dua Pilihan.....atau lebih, i got to know more guys....cool huh?....the one currently im contacting is N, E..J and R.....they are all from different channel, two from Anakmelayu and two from IRC channel melayu,...banyak siol...tapi kita cuma kawan aje......ada competition between N & E....cause both interested in me...now i'm in dilemma, who to choose? both are good and caring and are the type that GERLS want in their life....love not for the body but for everything i am, not like the previous EXs, Love my body but not me....DAMN people..enough of them, I need to choose between one...WHO is IT? ....i don't know...Help Me....i saw E once, and im meeting him today, he drive Mit Evo...which i like...then this Saturday I'm going to Yana's Open House with N...i pick him up at tampines and then we go to yana's place.....ape dah.....maybe after these meeting, than i can find out that which is the one for me....HOPEFULLY.......

JALAN TERAKHIR

2006-11-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

Tak perlu kau memujuk diriku lagi
Tak perlu kau meyakini hati ini
Biarkan pergi semua keindahan dulu
Peritnya luka yang megguris kalbu
Sekalipun segala janji dimungkiri
Hakikat ini harus kita hadapi

Tak perlu kau memujuk diriku lagi
Tak perlu kau meyakini hati ini
Usaikan Segala keresahan jiwa
Kita tak mampu membina mahligai bahagia

Mengapakah kita bertemu jalan yang terakhir
Sedangkan ku mendambakan kau selamanya
Apa yang telah terjadi
Tak usahlah kita menyesali
Kerna ianya adalah suratan takdir
Apa yang telah terjadi
Penting untuk kita memahami
Jalan yang ada ini hanyalah
Perpisahan buat kita
Cukuplah engkau sebagai
Kesilapan yang tak akan berulang kembali

LELAKI

2006-11-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

uNTOK dIA,

naNTI aKU tRANSLATEKAN pAT kAU OK kEV......

Ku Bertanya Kah Mengapa???
Kau Terus Hilang Dari Cinta Kita
Ku Gelisah , Kau Berubah
Cuba Mencar Di Mana Salah

Sedihnya Dan Pedihnya Bila Hati Kau Hancuri

Memang Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak PUNYA Perasaan Dalam Hati Mu
Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak Mengerti Hati Ini
Hati KU Ini

Dulu Kau Kata Cinta
Yang Terindah Seperti Bintang Bintang
Tapi Kini Dah Terbukti
Sememangnya Kau Bukan Milikku Lagi

Sedihnya Dan Pedihnya Bila Hati Kau Hancuri

Memang Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak PUNYA Perasaan Dalam Hati Mu
Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak Mengerti Hati Ini
Hati KU Ini

AKU SINGLE AGAIN

2006-11-07T14:52:00.000+08:00

Aku dah break ngan Kevin, Cause he tak tahan ngan aku agaknya, asal siak,? apa aku buat, tak buat ape ape per, aku ikotkan ape kata dia, and he said, "u better find some other guy, I'm not the guy for u" ape siak, tak salah terus kene gini, anyway mungkin ahh memang dia nak macam nie, sebab dia dah takder time untok aku lagik, saje jer nak elak, he's going away to travel, no wonder he left me, i tak pasal....anyway...i tried to love him more but, u see dia after knowing him for so long, Dia serupa ajer ngan Ex aku dalam satu perkara....EGO terlalu tinggi...Tak nak dgr kata org pon, haaiiizzz....memang nasib aku dapat matair semua EGO EGO belaka, tapi aku cool...tak pasal ahh nie semua.....dia pon tak sayang kan aku betol betol ape lah...Jantanz Jantanz.....tapi aku tetap sabar........

aku tak heran nie semua, sebab aku tau kita akan jadik gini, mak aku kata gi carik org melayu, gi carik org islam, yang kau carik orang putih tu buat ape?....haaiiizzzzz....masin kan mulut dia,....then now aku terpaksa carik a malay bf, errmmm I have one in mind anyway, Name dia N.....dia lah sentiasa ada with me even he know i ada guy, he tak kisah, sebab he care and want to give more than what kevin can give....dia aje yang ada dalam contact me beside kevin, he may be a good choice for me, but i don't know, i like him, dia tak putus asa nye guy, and that makes me attract to him, and one point of time, i wanted to give him up cause of kevin, he kept telling me not to cause he dont want to lose me....and i think that's whats make me attract to him, sincerity, honesty, loving and caring.....

i don't know now...masih sakit lagik hati nak start new relationship, but ramai suggest that i give hime some time to prove his love....which till now, he never fail to show.......

so what do u think of him?

Yeah, cool right, hopefully he's not like the other guy i know......

Biasa...Luahan Kepala Otak Aku

2006-10-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

Why suddenly aku stop talking about my dear and S…..haiizzz….my DEAR is and will always be my dear…..S plak….Leh blah ahh…siot aje…sakit hati sehh…main main kan org lagik….nasib baik I lom let go of my sayang, and I feel guilty plak ada affair behind my dear, sorry my dear Kevin, I will love u more…anyway….I think its better for me not to write my dear name often in this blog, ye lah…I tak nak show off…tak guna nak show off…..haiizzzzz….still thinking abt that damn S….iisskkhh…make me sad, makes me HEARTACHE….and even make me angry, I think I know WHY he came back and leave again, its all because he got problem with his galfriend and want me to keep his mind of that gal, he said he SAYANGKAN me and want to be with me back and give him some time to getaway from his gal cause of a problem that is FOREVER going on between them but bila problem dah settle I dia CAMPAKtepi and ACCUSED me for not being supportive and patience in giving him time to settle himself….dalam hati I WHAT THE FUCK….DAMN LIAR.….tak patot nyer jantan…AND I THINK ALSO one of the Reason he come and leave is because of $$$$…..i borrow money from him, he came back, pretend to love me…then after got his money back then leave…bangsat siol….anyway……...sepanjang kita meet up baru baru nie kan…he ask me to buy him cigarette , I belikan dia bukan satu tapi dua plak tuu….that cause ard $9 each, and two of them total is $18 , done…then he told me he wanted an earphone….I got for him one….which cost $12….and then…his prepaid low then I top up for him $10…and that time I spent food on him which cause ard $10 pluss….whoitt…..kira kira….TOTAL….ard $50…..that $50 dollars is exactly what I owe him…..kimek siak…pasal $50 dollar aje..tak yah ahh nak pretend to come back….what siak……never mind….what goes ard comes ard also….beware and be careful, u might fall in ur own trap……aku tak berkira sgt, tapi dia macam macam alasan ………so I decide to kick him aside of my memory and let him leave….he will never come back to me…even he want…I don’t wan ENOUGH IS ENOUGH…...macam macam manusia ada…tapi I tetap sabar…my dear jugak tak tau pasal hal nie, kalau dia tahu MATILAH AKU….hahaha Insyallah tak punya….cause everything end already……..tapi I nie nakal sikit lah…I know my dear love me so much yet dalam diam diam I masok chatroom….channel melayu, dapat lah a few numbers…hehehehehe…….ssshhhhhhh ……..favour…takmo bilang dia ok………nanti dia marah….keep it low baby….WHAKAKAKAKA………kepala aku dah berserabut ngan keje nie….hari raya dah nak dekat….wahh enjoy sehh boss boss i…..i yang raya, dorang yang cuti….siak betoll….hahahahahahah

Hari HAri Biasaku

2006-10-20T09:46:00.000+08:00

Smlm aku jumpa Diana, then pas tu kita gi buka kat KFC at Singpost…..kekek sey….gerek and fun….hhahahahaha…aku gi geylang sebab nak beli envelope duit….then dia gi geylang nak beli cha kuih dia…hehaha….rilek alik keje terus meet dia at mrt then happy happy….rilek rilek…biasalah sana all pack….so pack…….i heard my ex pon ada gi ngan gf dia tu buka kat sana…..luckily never meet sia…kalau tak sakit hati aku….sedih sey dia buat aku…hahah anyway…aku rindu kat dia jugak….tapi tak leh show lah..dah takder jodoh….aku harap dia happy ngan dia skg…nak tahu siapa EX aku…..alah si A tuu…yang tinggal kat Tampines…the short short one…hehahahah….anyway…best of luck to u Azmi….balik to yesterday , kita dua orang pusing satu bazaar….carik envelope siot….my mother lah want one particular envelope…..the square one, mane nak carik sey, semua standard size…sekali aku cekik aru tau…hahahahaha…..dah jumpa kita gi carik benda dia kat geylang, pas tu kita org balik naik cab, bestnye Diana belanje….hehehe nasib baik aku on the way to go to my nenek nyer umah kat amk, kebetulan jugak dia tinggal kat bishan…selamat lah aku…whakakakakaka…….

Then today in the office….aku aru masok keje skg nie, next door ada function siol….memekak siol bising sgt…hahahah…then aku ngah takder banyak keje, ape lagik, layankan lah, ahahahahah alah….kejap lagi aku kene jumpa Diana lah nak suroh boss dia sign kan some documents…..leceh ahh…nasib baik dia nyer office kat international plaza..tak lah jauh sgt….walking distance aje…haaaiiizzzzz…….k lah..aku dah tak tau nak cakap ape….aku outs dulu…..sampai bertemu kembali di masa hadapan…..hehahahaha what eva…………

S Datang Lagik

2006-10-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

Today lunch time, S came to drop by the office….I think I dah sayangkan dia balik lah, haiiz…I don’t know what to do with my current bf tuu….sayang dia ada….sayang S pun ada, haiiizzz…..tapi I kenal S dulu dari My bf….haiizzz….anyway…S drop by, from his work, then kita lepak near my office place, talking about his problem with his bike…n seek for my opinion…haiizz….i help him out a bit..dia tak puasa lagik….lol…smlm I suroh dia puasa….dia kata ok…but then tadik tak tahan, terus buka, ape dah… heehhehh…he start to be near me I rasa….cause he always call nowadays, I pon call him jugak,…..kita plan nak gi geylang on the 21st October, Deepavali night, he want to buy baju kurong, hehehe kita plan nak pakai sepasang,…….ok gitu, macam couple…..i think we are gonna be one, insyallah…sayang tu masih ada…..heheheh…to my dear….i don’t know….what’s gonna happen in the future….

Ta ta La ta ta

2006-10-11T09:50:00.000+08:00

I met S yesterday, We buka kat luar, kita gi Marina Square….Makan KFC…..bercinta sey, hahaha….motor park kat Raffles City, buka kat Marina , nasib tak jauh sgt, hehehehok lah tuu, kita makan then hapy happy chatting, then I asked him, nak gi kampong glam? Then dia kata ok…we go…reach kampong glam…dasyat sey, satu crowd pun takder…..mendak abis….then he said, nak gi geylang tak, sana lebih bagus,…thinking geylang kan dekat ngan umah me, n dia senang antar me home…ok lahWe go geylang, I wanted to shop for some perfume, and he also want to shop for earphone, then we pegi lah kedai tuu….i bought one perfume, which cause $22, then we jalan jalan, alamak nampak kedai lagik satu jual at a price of $18….Siakk Betol sey, RUGI DUIT I…..iskkhhh….JAHANAM PEH Kedai…nasib baik minyak wangi buat sedap, kalau tak I dah mintak REFUND…..iskkk…..S got his earphone and we’re all happy, then kita lepak kat near my place…then ard 11 pluss gitu dia antar I balik……luckily my mom was fast asleep……

Different PeoPle

2006-10-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

Things can be broken down

In this world of ours

You don't have to be a famous person

Just to make your mark

A mother can be an inspiration

To her little son

Change his thoughts, his mind, his life,

Just with her gentle hum

So different, yet so the same

Two sisters only have their parents to blame

It's rare that two can get along

But when they do, they're inseparable

Such a blessing comes to few

The sky is full of clouds and

My world's full of people

All different kinds…. with different ways

It would take a lifetime to explain

No one's exactly the same

He and she, two different people

With two separate lives

Then you put the two together

And get a spectacular surprise

'Cause one can teach the other

What she doesn't know

While still the other fills a place inside

He never knew had room to grow

Once in a while I sit back

And think about the planet

Most of the time I trip on it

To kick back and think about

How massive it all is

And how amy others are on it

I often think about the world

In which I live today, of animals and plants

And nature's gift set in display

But the most amazing thing

That I've seen in my time

Are all the different people

And all their different minds

And different ways

It would take a lifetime to explain

No one's exactly the same

Look at me, I'm a person

Look at me, I'm my own person

So many different people

So many different kinds

For better or for worse, different people

No regrets At All...Love U peeps...

2006-10-10T09:48:00.000+08:00

I don’t know what’s gonna happen today, heheh me aru sampai keje….ngah takde keje lagik pon, so boring….haiizzz…..my ex came back……the one after my current ex….and my dear….i don’t know what to do….i miss my ex….and love my dear, oohh noo….looking on far term, my dear….is a foreigner, and not a muslim, which my mom don’t like..anyway…S is Back, I meet him up yesterday during lunch time, woow….he owns another bike, so now I think he got 3 bikes….one is a big one, which I rode once on before, and the other one is a small one which I rode a couple of time before with him, and now this red bike…..is cool…its for his work bike…small and steady, and nice looking bike, anyway we were talking and talking and then he asked me a question. What was it? Only I know…he maybe dropping by again today anytime….hehe

Enough about him, now the day in the office is not so bored like it always seem. Luckily I’m in the corner, not much people walk to my side, so kirakan me ok lah kat sini, then later kalau he tak jumpa me, then I tido lah kat meja….for awhile only…..to tell the truth, I still ada hati kat my ex….but I don’t know…then how abt my dear?…..haiizzzz……if only I could find the way out….well in the mean while….i love this song…..

No Regrets

Tell Me A Story Where We All Change And We’d Live Our Lives Together
And Not Enstranged
I Didn’t Lose My Mind It Was Mine To Give Away
Couldn’t Stay To Watch Me Cry
You Didn’t Have The Time So I Softly Slip Away...

No Regrets
They Don’t Work
No Regrets
They Only Hurt
Sing Me A Love Song, Drop Me A Line
Suppose It’s Just A Point Of View
But They Tell Me I’m Doing Fine

I Know From The Outside
We Looked Good For Each Other
Felt Things Were Going Wrong
When You Didn’t Like My Mother

I Don’t Want To Hate But That’s All You’ve Left Me With
A Bitter Aftertaste And A Fantasy Of How We All Could Live

No Regrets
They Don’t Work
No Regrets
They Only Hurt

(We’ve Been Told You Stay Up Late),I Know They’re Still Talking
(You’re Far Too Short To Carry Weight)The Demons In Your Head
(Return The Videos They’re Late)If I Could Just Stop Hating You(Goodbye)
I’d Feel Sorry For Us Instead

Remember The Photographs (Insane)The Ones Where We All Laugh (So Lame)
We Were Having The Time Of Our Lives Well Thank You It Was A Real Blast

Everything I Wanted To Be
Everytime I Walked Away
Everytime You Told Me To Leave
I Just Wanted To Stay
Every Time You Looked At Me And Everytime You Smiled
I Felt So Vacant You Treat Me Like A Child
I Loved The Way We Used To Laugh
I Loved The Way We Used To Smile
Often I Sit Down And Think Of You, For A While
Then It Passes By Me And I Think Of Someone Else Instead
I Guess The Love We Once Had Is Officially DEAD

Sabtu Lepas—dated 7 October 2006

2006-10-09T09:59:00.000+08:00

Siang harinye I tak buat ape ape, dok kemas bilik then kemas hall aje, in search for the memory card, mane lah benda nie adik I letak, I also don’t know. Then lepas buka, my adik ask me to drive her to compass point, cause she wanna look for job there, then I terpaksa lah antar dia. In about kul 9 gitu, I received a sms from a long time school friend, Named H, dari dulu si H nie nak jumpa me, but I asyik tak free jer, kecian dia, then that day, I agree lah to meet him….he was my seniors meaning older by 2 years ..surprised to see him, short, well not so…about my heights…..and buncit…hehhah, tak lah sgt….yang peliknya….dulu time sch, sepatah haram perkataan pun tak pernah bual ngan dia…tiba tiba, dia nak meet, hairan jugak…hehehe…he’s quite cute.. not as cute as my darling. Dok kat bawah blok umah me, then boring….then we carik tempat lain to dudok.then kita chat panjang panjang, Tanya about life and stuff…then suddenly….*muacks* dia cium me at the lips….oh my god….is this fellow ok?…..hehe, pelik tapi best, harap-harap my dear tak tahu pasal nie, kalau dia tahu, mampos I, mati nanti, hehehe…wooww….best sey, ehehehe…so people…ssshhhhhhhh….ok?…..:LOL

It's Over

2006-10-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

Four voices perfectly blending right from the start.
Oh, I'm afraid that it's ending, and my world is falling apart.

It's over, and I feel so alone,
This is a sadness I've never known.
How did I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.

Promises made, not meant to be broken from a long time ago.
Oh, so many words still unspoken, tell me how I was to know.

It's over, (it's over,) never thought it would be.
Why in the world did this happen to me?
How could I let the sweetest of dreams slip away?
And I'm afraid the hurt is here to stay.

I go round and round and round in my head,
Wanting to take back whatever I said, (whatever I said.)
No one was right, (no one was right,)
We all made mistakes, (we all made mistakes,)
I'm ready to do whatever it takes.

Please, don't let it be
Over, no, this is not how it ends,
I need my sisters, my family, my friends.
Don't wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away, (the dreams slip away.)
Don't cause if it's over, then the hurt is here to say. (Don't let it be over.)
Please don't let it be over.
Please don't let it be over.

Today in the Office

2006-09-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

Mendak Abis….Takder Keje nak buat…my manager lagik slack…sebab dia takder keje nak buat jugak..jadi kita dua nie free jer lah….sebab kita aje yang at secretarial department……this department plak…kalau time busy giler mesti busy nyer….kalau tak busy…mendak btol…..tak keje langsung….tu sebab I can type this blog…..then sambil type sambil dgr lagu…..and chat pat msn…..i’m still at the old msn ……the one I usually online at….got lotz of friend in there…but none of them online in the day, except for a few….so its making me bored and bored……….then masok irc…tak abis abis org nie mesti mintak gambar or chat open….haiizz bosan betol……then main game….asyik the same game ajer….ape dah…rase rasenye gi tido lagik bagus, tapi ta leh kan kita nie keje….hehehehe….my darling tadi kata dia call me malam…sebab dia going back to the office for another cleanup.. brape bersih dia nak pon aku tak tau…asalkan dia happy lah…..i pon tuumpang happy jugak……Besok pulak he got game…..at Singapore indoor stadium……mungkin me pegi…sebab dia dah ajak…then boleh lah ubat rindu kat dia……tengok dia main tournament…..mesti kasar nyer kan…cause he pernah injured in the game before….luka luka…lebam lebam…haaiiizzzz kecian dia…….apa apa pon me lum tahu whether I go ke tak…

Yesterday……………………

2006-09-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

Yestersday? Takder benda….keje macam biasa……balik buka pon ngam ngam…masok je terus bang….hahahaha best kan…..then tengok SI….Hady Win….Woooohhhooooo…….rezeki dia malam smalam…..berkat orang berpuasa mungkin….hehehehe haiiiizzzzzzz………been lonely this few days…biasalah…my darling is busy ngan keje dia….but he still got time to call me….bila dia call ada jer dia nak mengadu….always kata…”honey, so tired u know….so busy…clean here clean there wish u there for me ” ..then I always asked him whether I can help….but he always said no…its ok…don’t want to trouble u…I fikir fikir,…what trouble sia…..kemas mengemas nie kan memang I know how to do…lantak dia lah…..dia busy bersih kan office baru dia kat aljunied…..busy busy man…but I understand….hahahaha…malam then talk for a while with him till I fell asleep……..

Fry Day

2006-09-15T15:51:00.000+08:00

Hahaha…………Fryday…….ehhhh…..Friday lah…. Lerrr….ngah kat office nie…I ngah experimenting ngan my own phone….petik gambar sana petik gambar sini…..cool kan?

Lol…….boss pon takder keje….this is the most exiting day of the week….weekend is approaching and soon it be working day again…..aaaawwww tiring as usual……I be meeting my baby later….

The Last MEeting Was Awesome.....We Took some

photos.................

Long John Silver At Bishan....

Then Later At BugIS juNcTIOn...................

and many more to come.....LOL.....We just enjoying each other company...........

Love my darling so much